sat morning went to clubroom at 8am. YAWNS-. cycled all the way to poly marina. DAMN SCARY. cycled on the roadsides. was so near the big trucks. haha. den the next min, this bus ZOOMMM past me. walan eh. shivers sia..BUT god always blesses me. thank you god for always being there for me. had a fun day but tiring at poly marina. was busy setting up the stuffs. arrangin tables so they can sleep on e floor..drawing the shirts..trying the games. HAHAHA. so funn. den during evening, the guests came. including mary. she brought me a bad news bout alex. well, i know nuts bout him but somehow his death affected me.
i was shocked by his accident when i learn tht he was an altar boy in st francis and a good fren of my closed frens. sighh. hes just a normal 19 yrs old boy who was playful. i guess e phrase "curiosity kills the cat" simply was so real. hes jus another unlucky cat. perhaps god had better plans for him in heaven. let me jus say a lil prayer for him..
in e name of e father.of e son n of e holy spirit,amen.
god in heaven, god above.
bless alex with all ur love.
with e power of ur holy spirit,
keep his family safe from evil.
guide them in their lives,
bring them through every obstacle.
may he rest in peace in ur kingdom.
i ask this through christ our lord, amen.
sigh. i wonder. what happens next? what will happen to his sister, mother, father, girlfriend..perhaps god is sending a msg to all of us. please take ur life seriously. everything happens for a reason. driving without license is a crime. u may escape the hands of law but not e hands of fate. i know i sound very emo but this isnt something worth joking bout. anyway. since it has happened, lets jus prevent it instead of grieving over it.
ohh yes..we played lotsa flour on saturday. lol. everybody all pouring it over one another. make me felt like bread though. hahaha. den we slept around 2. damn tired. next morning . woke up around 7smth. yawnssss.
mary's grp n mine were among the first to sail. COOLNESS. but wth? no wind. so saddening la. nvm. we sat on e powerboat. so awesome!! sols was speeding? though he claims its not fast. but somehow i hurt back. lol. damn pain now. but ITS OK. nv say die. hee. but bones were all broken. den we went up to topper room to draw our shirts. next was lunch. den was games. was kayaking. walao...damn tiring man. went home, as usual. very grouchy. den slept aft dinner until next day. hee..
one word to describe..SHIOK.
but i'm so so sorry baby. to neglect u over n over again. i know u hate to see me go sailing. firstly its very very dangerous to u and its very long hours. it tires me. whenever i get hurt, i know ure hurt ten times more. i know whenever i mention sailing, u never fails to add the word suck onto it and u never fail to frown. i'm sorry to have always let u worry and always make u sad. i hope u'll understand bout my stand too. i know u do but somehow u jus cant control e other side of u. i never blamed u, really. jus that sometimes ur comments jus came a the wrong time and i feel really grouchy n tired. den when i tell u, u'll blame sailing again.
i jus hope we wont let this affect us bcos we share a very special feeling which is jus among me n you. just wana tell u , i stil love you. HUGS-