sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh. god. please save me. today's the friday,24th of nov 2006. A day when i feel so down. sigh. yeah. shes leaving for aus tonight. will be gone for 6 days. i know its not long for many but just 2 days is hell for me. sigh. i remember during may last year, the same thing happened. she went korea tht time. went for 5 days..sigh. i had a diary tht time. wrote everytime inside and was intending to give it to her on her birthday as a surprise. sigh. today may be an ordinary friday to all but its definitely an extrapainful day for me;her.
to darling : today was a day i enjoyed it alot. although we dint spend alot of hours together but we dint waste any time. i had fun eating, walking, holding your hands and lookin at you while u do ur manicure. u asked why i kept staring at you. i dint say but did u know i was smiling happily inside and crying at e same time? you were so beautiful,sweet, innocent and adorable. i cant help but smile and adore you silently. how i wish time would jus stop at tht very special moment. i so wanted u to stay with me. by my side and never leave. i was beggin god to make you stay..but i know its impossible. you have studied hard and put in the hard effort. its time for u to enjoy urself. i will pray for u laopo. day and night,when i'm thinking of you. you mus come back safetly and return me the kisses you owe for this period of time while youre away. i hope you will enjoy urself there and come back healthily. by the time u see this, i dono when issit gonna be. perhaps by the time u reached, i would be in dreamland hugging you tightly. please come and meet me whenever u can. tears jus cant flowing i dono why. absence makes the heart grows fonder. i hope its really true. one thing for sure. i'll miss u more than anybody else. i will flood u. don worry. look forward to thursday ..ok? i know i'm very naggy. but please. don wander around alone. don piss ur parents. when they scold u, jus bear with it. think of me. don skip ur meals. take alot of photos and show me when ure back ok? mus cover blanket at night. when ure not feelin well pls tell ur parents. pls pls pls pls take care. don forget to take ur supplements. i hope you'll sleep well over there. i don wan a panda as my wife. drink super losta water and don take all the unhealthy stuffs ok..i love u alot. muackks.