quarrel quarrel quarrel. everyday do nothing but quarrel. fuckshit this whole thing la. i'm so so sian ok. i know shes damn sian also. but wth la. why cant we just stop all these things. i'm feeling damn fucked up now. everything also she say. she want this she want tht. if u cant do it, den don expect others to do it. and when u obv cant achieve others' expectations, wad gives u the right to expect so much?
ure super stressed up now, i know. but so? many out there are much much worse than u. over small lil stuffs u get so agitated. u get so devastated over minor stuffs. just because u cant get e cca u wan, u find the people in ur class weird, u BLAME e WHOLE world. wads the problem with u la. ure in jrc and ure like always the one encouraging la. cant u just WAKE UP. i'm so sick of comforting u everyday when all u do is argue and disagree. THIS IS LIFE. not ur heavenly wonderful dream. so stop expecting everyone to give in to u, give u whatvr u wan and everything to proceed according as plan.
ure very busy and tired, i KNOW. have u like just spare a thought for me? maybe i'm not as tired as u right now, mayb i'm not as fucked up as u. do u have to treat me like tht ? i don wish to say anymore to you. i CANT be bothered. u wana have e final say, u wana take control, u wana be e best of everything, UP TO YOU. i'm washing my hands off you and getting out of your life. get tht clear. no more lovers, no more friends. u CHOSE it.