i apologise for those who have been readin my blog regularly. cos my posts have been rather emo these days and i'm sorry man. haha. i cant help it. life's like tht? well, ive been thinking too much lately. far too much, its as though in my dreams, those words turn into action and scares the shit outta me. who can i talk to, who can i rely? who can i really go to when i'm in need. people come and go everyday . in and out of my life. its no fun at all.
u say i used to be the pillar of ur life, ur one and only, ur everything.
but now look whos e one walking out of mine now. ure so steady and u made everything seem so easy as it is. i really hope it is. cos when i really give up, i'll be gone forever. and i mean forever.
went town with ma and xinni. sat at starbucks and do nothing but laugh. they just make me high. but when i'm home, i'm like a disabled. i stay in my room and do nothing but just stone.
emptiness is what fills my heart now. i wish i can find the correct one in my life soon. real soon.