VESAK day eve! right. nothing much to blog bout today actually. typical wed. oh but i skipped training. too tired and many people cant make it. this week has been rather good and bad? good cos ive got many new stuffs. got a new red creative micro , a new casio G-SHOCK..ALL BY MOM. my dream crocodile cardigan by dad and wonderful time spent with friends and baby. and i got full marks for my practical. THANKS TSO and FAFA.
going to watch poc tm with baby fafa and jean. cant wait for tm. im sure it'll turn out to be a great outing for the foursome. baby, please get well soon. god bless u...HUGS.
why does it always happen to me? should i smile or cry huh. was it wrong of me to react this way? i really dont know and i wish someone can tell me the answer soon. perhaps i really take after my dad. ive always love her but i dont know how to love her well. how i wish i knew the right way to love her, the right way to care. if only i can control my emotions and be a lil more decisive in the choices i make huh. flashbacks after flashbacks. im so afraid history will repeat itself. i dont wana go on bickering anymore. i dont want. i cant give in, i dont wana let go. fuck the shit outta me la. god fucking damn this shit. so sick of this now. emo emo emo. asshole la. im a bitch, just fuck me.