what a terrible start to a great day. was supposed to go out with gfs and baby to town. but damned me have to quarrel with my dad. sigh, sometimes i jus hate this character of mine. why did i let anger take control of me and now im suffering. sigh, but i dont know la. if u were to rewind the whole scene, 85% of me will jus repeat history instead of giving in. and now im regretting it. oh lord just stab me.
i hate myself. i hate my stubborness and i hate my sickening attitude. im really sorry baby. we could have went out and enjoyed ourselves like nobody's business but now its all because of me tht you cant enjoy. i know ure upset. and because i know its caused by me, i get even more unhappy with myself. as i read the comments you give, with every line written with ur love and every comment signed off with sincerity, it touches my heart deeeply down.
LG: im not very good at words and i dont quite know the way to touch your heart or to even convey the correct message across to u. i just want you to know tht i'll be here for you too. i know ur heart was badly scarred from ur prev relationship and darling, i want you to know tht i will be the one who heals it. we will work hard together and i believe we can do it. i'll be extra cautious with ur fragile heart. handling it with care is what im gonna do, feeding it love is what i MUST do. for sure. iloveyousammybabe+