went to help out for bsc yesterday. was so tired cause we were doing all the log stuffs. plus we were so short of manpower. only joo,xinni,ben and me were doing the things. and we called ourselves the fanastic four. hahah. things were stil going on quite well at first, then problems start to arise one after another. joo dropped the 88 key into the sea and the new key doesnt have floatation. and they dint have the spare key and the tide was bloody low in e morning la. damn it. so we had to recover it and launch another. carrying of petrol. launching&recovering of the powerboats was jus shitty. oh wells,thank god everything ended smoothly somehow. and not to mention the wind was super light and the poor freshies cant get any chance to sail much.
went over to rsyc to bathe with ben,joo,xinni and geraldine. we decided to have a steambath before bathing and so burr,geraldine and me went. hahaha. was so funny. temp was 39degrees at first. dono why it somehow increased by itself to 44 degrees. all of us were so burnt and wet inside the room. hahaha. and the nonsense of suffocating and phones exploading due to the heat and losing weight etc. burr and i were camwhoring and how dumb can we get? we stood outside the cubicles for so long cos the door was closed. and thus we thought it was all occupied. freakk, turn out inside empty. hahaha. we're such blockheads.
then the nightmare. reached home about 7. dad was very pissed and so am i. im so tired already and all he does is to rant at me the min i put my things down. and all the bullshits and craps started going on. shouting and screaming. and i got fucked up i threw a fork and the whole tissue box at him. tamadeshit. curse him die lah. asshole. ive been having bad moodswings lately and he has to do this at this time. serve him right. and i threw the dinner he bought for me away. i don care if i was really rude or i went overboard. i give no shit or damn ok. since you insist on ur way and being so unreasonable, i see no point in talking anymore. how i wish i didnt had a dad like him. hes so bloody fake. fuckanathan. im not gonna quit sailing jus because of him. its my passion and its part of my life. take away tht and see what i'll become. i'll kill you one day u old monster. give me the freedom i deserve and fuck off.