good news or bad news..
sigh, i really dont know. when all these while i was happily doing what ive always been doing, i realised i hurt the one that was so dearest to me. it was only few mins ago that i found out this terrible truth. i mean,i was aware of it but i just didnt know how serious it was. how could i have been so careless, so inconsiderate or even ignorant to her feelings. sigh, im sorry but i was such a bitch. a very selfish one. well, at least i knew about it now and it's better to be late than never. i guess thats the only way i can console myself now. and i will change for the better and treat u like how u should deserve. i hope workload will be over soon and that we'll have the time to meet up. i dont wana drift anymore. it's too far, too much. a pity u dont read my blog often , if not i would really wana apologise. for all the wrongs ive done, for the times ive neglected u, for the hurtful actions and words ive said. but theres one thing that will never ever ever change, even though we dont talk, we dont msg, we dont even meet up for movies or shopping, u'll still be the only bestest friend in my heart. the bond is so strong , no words can describe. it's so overwhleming, everybody feels it. i jus want u to know, thats something, nobody can replace.
great day. studied in school, met GA, watched L word, bought new slippers. then a little last minute gathering at home with clique, home cooked dishes prepared by daddy and funny talks jus ends this day with a lovely smile:))