life has been really dead? everyday is just schoolwork and studies. now that soccer trainings are lesser, i feel empty and it's no joke. im not tired when it's time for bed and ive to constantly remind myself, "oh. theres no training today". hahah. i cant wait for friday. miss the soccer girls. mst is coming and that means-mugging. well, at least ive something to do lah. hoorayy ! im meeting ys tmr for movie. havent see that woman for damnnnn longg. we shall stay out late since thurs is
dee-pa-va-li.
ive thrown my words all around yet i cant give u a reason. i feel so broken and i give up. i just want you to know, i screamed my lungs out to get to u. here i go, so dishonestly. leaving a note, for you my only one and i know you can see right through me. so let me go and you will find someone you truly own.
my mornings misses u and my evenings seeks for you. you used to wipe away my fears and tears but now im crying cause of you. it's irritating how i get selfish when it comes to you and it hurts when every question has you in. your face appears on every corner of my mind and your voice is stuck in my head.it's killing me because im fighting hard to let go.