sigh tragedy is happening and im dying. life is so stressful for me now and im not sure how long i can last. i keep hearing different stories each day and they're making me even more confused and frustrated with myself. my attachment sucked totally. it's the kind of job i'll never go look for during hols and something i dont like.
decided to give a try, perhaps i may like it cause of the incentives. i guess that was god's message to me. never fall into monetary temptations or else situations like wad im in now would happen. now everybody is questioning why and i would love to know too. my confidence just gets lower and lower each day and i dread opening my eyes every single morning. but i try to remind myself constantly every minute, not to give up, its a challenge and i can do it. call it crazy call it impossible. im so on the verge of giving up.
but dear lord, please give me the strength that i need to endure through this. let me see things through ur eyes. tell me what to do. cause right now, ive alr done my best and things just arent working and i just cant produce the result. send me an angel father.
i miss my classmates, soccer girls, sailors, miss her. miss everybody.
happy valentine's day to all couples out there. i really envy those who can spend valentine's with their loved one happily and celebrating. it's been two years consecutive that my valentine's was spent unhappily.
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become