you know it's never gonna be that simple;
sometimes i just feel that im nothing but one loseric moron and sometimes i just feel im not needed at all. i dont even know why am i becoming so sensitive towards every single issue these days and it's completely insane. cause i know in the end, it's just me and my head.
mahjong session went well with all the singing and playing with the kids. cabbed home after that and it cost me $20 ! :'(
was busing to work this morning and i was tuning in to class 95 when they played this song by shakira. the lyrics were just so meaningful. "you dont even know the meaning of the words, im sorry".
and it just makes me wonder how many zillion times have i said it in my life already. in life we always apologise, dont we? like, "im sorry im late, im sorry im too busy, im sorry but im not free, im sorry i cant help you, im sorry its my fault, im sorry i overslept, im sorry i let u down, im sorry this and that. but do we really know the meaning of these two words? i guess when you have to keep apologising, it means you havent learn from ur mistake and u dont know the meaning at all.
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