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"Shoulda Woulda Coulda are the last words of a fool"
People ask how it feels to live the kind of life others dream about
I tell them everybody gotta face their highs and their lows
And in my life there's a love I put aside, cause I was busy loving something else
So for every little thing you hold on to, you've got to let something else go.

lyrics of a old song i used to love.

sad news of the missing sailor was printed all over today's newspaper. what he needs now is a miracle, so for those who know about this, pray for him please. staying home alone with dad is boring. theres really nothing to do & we dont even talk. he does his things & i do mine. he stays in the living room and i hardly walk out. at least, we arent quarreling, at least there's peace.

going to church later since ive the time. very strong feel to go suddenly and maybe i'll learn something again through today's gospel. assignments are piling up and its stressing but i just dont have the motivation to get things going. LAZY LAZY LAZY =X muscles are aching due to the very long absence of trainings & maybe its just me thinking too much, my skills seemed to have become lousier. ball handling, stamina, techniques and reactions. i really need to get the feel back before the competition or we'll just get trashed again. alright, i shall stop ranting & just post pictures now!