upside down;It's sick and tiring to go through this every single f-ing day i open my eyes. It's hard to convince, harder to believe. So, what now ? Sometimes i just wish i didnt care, didnt bother, didnt think so much. Trust me, it's not easy being who you are and at times, im just hoping there's somebody out there feeling what im feeling.
Just when i thought i finally found peace within, i realised i was lost all the while. The light i saw was nothing but illusion. Things arent just as simple as how u wished for it to be. It's definitely more than this and i can see, everyone's tired. Same old topics, answerless questions thrown at you every now & then. Tell me, how do i deal with it? I cant pretend i dont see, i cant pretend i heard nothing, seriously i cant. Things making me speechless.
Just when i thought i finally found peace within, i realised i was lost all the while. The light i saw was nothing but illusion. Things arent just as simple as how u wished for it to be. It's definitely more than this and i can see, everyone's tired. Same old topics, answerless questions thrown at you every now & then. Tell me, how do i deal with it? I cant pretend i dont see, i cant pretend i heard nothing, seriously i cant. Things making me speechless.
Call me a loser, childish freak, whatever. Why cant people just be truthful to themselves instead of being selfish freaks.
Im really sick of clearing all these shits when nobody appreciates or even bothers to understand. Everytime i pulled myself away, i get dragged back. Everytime i stand, i fall back harder. Give me a break, please.
God's really fair. They say he opens a window after closing the door and its so true. Thank you thumbb for everything youve done. Thanks for believing. :)
The girl who chats with underlined words got me hook'd. Oh oh, so hynoptised.
Im really sick of clearing all these shits when nobody appreciates or even bothers to understand. Everytime i pulled myself away, i get dragged back. Everytime i stand, i fall back harder. Give me a break, please.
God's really fair. They say he opens a window after closing the door and its so true. Thank you thumbb for everything youve done. Thanks for believing. :)
The girl who chats with underlined words got me hook'd. Oh oh, so hynoptised.
cause i hear a weakened voice saying ," grace, be strong."