:):(

and now it just feels so empty.

So true when they say every ending marks a new beginning. Not sure if this road is where im supposed to go, if im doing what im supposed to. I still need to hear that voice from you, to guide me through.

Doubts and negative thoughts thrown aside for now, i've quit soccer. Yes, it's for real this time. Spoke to coach about this and feel so relieved when he said the door will always be open for me. Sigh, im clueless about this seriously. A passion that ive always treasured and loved deeply yet i lost it. I just wished i didnt have to make any choices, at least not at this moment.

and now im SO SO GONNA MISS ;
- carrying shoebags every now and then
-bitching with fa the very next day about all that has happened
-feeling trouble over where the next outing should be
-disturbing potato during warm-ups
-teasing sak & py about how blonde they get
-bickering with D about who's the real clubber
- flirting with fa in front of evrybody
-being called beansprout by choy
-tickling sassy
-creating the so-not-funny jokes with szy
-dribbling with jess (bitch-in-crime)
-laughing and doing stupid stunts on e ball with von
-hearing 'Man On' calls
-coach
- last but not least, glancing secretly at thumb.