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you answered those questions i never ask .

I'm feeling double lousy after reading what soulmate has wrote. Sorry babe for not being able to lend you my shoulder when u needed me the most. I guess what i can offer is just a mutual understanding and some advices based on what ive been through. You know it's never easy to accept the truth, even tougher to speak it especially when you know it hurts. But then again, who wants to be always kept in the dark? You can run and hide but it's never forever. Somehow or rather, truth has its way of getting across. Deception was never our forte to begin with yeah? i guess we're just victims under unforseen circumstances that swept us off our feets within that split second. Let's hold on together and i believe one day, we'll walk outta that shadow of sadness. Surprisingly, i'm not v tired. Maybe because im already used to having the energy to crap with you online no matter how tired i am. Stop exposing the fact that i will hug my chouchous. It's sth behind the scenes okay. 我真的等你等到我心痛 !

Quick updates : Training was as fun as usual. Played keeper during our own mini game and i swear i'm starting to love this position more and more. Coming to think of it, i started playing soccer with my brother when i was about 5 and i was always the keeper? HAHA. It was only when i met my neighbourhood friends then i started my forward position. Not a bad idea to go back into keeper's life right? Sigh what a pity i've already graduated and i doubt kevin wants me as keeper. Aww gees. Quite sad quite sad. Sunday's game in SP, no more disgusting, muddy, starchy fields.
Oh Oh and ive decided to start loving chocolates and maybe the next 10 years, durian? HAHAHA. I will try, no. I will try my best to start appreciating them. Wish me luck yeah? :)