Dead and Gone,

i'm hardly sleeping these days. Not that i don't want to but the feel just isn't there. I hate this part totally. Sleeping is like my love but i cant feel the love right now. My chouchous are gonna feel so neglected.

Sorry soulmate for leaving you alone at home today! Haven't been sailing for weeks and i really miss the sea. But turned out to be quite another disappointment cause there's like major oil spillage in the waters and it's so freaking gross. Sailing session turned out to be some rowing exercise because there wasnt any wind for the start. I got so bored and crazy, i started singing oasis songs to mary and pretended that i was them and was having a concert. ahahahah.

Canoed awhile as well and i certainly hope i manage to burn some disgusting fats off. Fell off the ram while recovering and i drank a mouthful of those DIRTY SEAWATER. And mary even burst out laughing :/ ahahah. but what an experience. My first time falling off after 3yrs of sailing at pm. Not bad for some consolation i guess..

Mary's cousin got her this bio essence cream that tones and firms your body. Looks really tempting and maybe this could be the additional help besides working out to help me get rid of my tummy. Should i or should i not?

{
I know, it hurts to hear the truth.
Well, maybe I was never meant to be with you.
And I cannot replace the tears of disgrace that runs for you.
Cause running from the truth is what you do.
}