This is the part when the end begins.
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
When you fight so hard but you get stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
I must say that this post is gonna be a pretty fucked up one because that is exactly what yours truly is feeling now. I feel like screaming my heads off but i know it's not enough til the problem's got its soulutions. It's pissing to feel lost all the time and not knowing how to deal with it. Sighhhh. I should have seen it coming faster than what i've expected. I don't like what i'm facing now and i just feel so helpless. But something consoling, i'm not just the only one facing this right now.
And i just dropped my resumes for a few jobs but i bet i wont get any reply. Life's so stressful for every single one living in this society and i'm finally understanding why adults used to complain that earning isn't easy. There's so much more to learn but i'm already feeling so scared. I hate working and my time has finally arrived. I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE. I don't know how long i can still live in denial but clearly not for long anymore.
More and more people are going into SIM and that was one of my choices. At least, you have a bachelor afteralll but i think dad's right. Still, many made it outside without such qualifications and it really has to depend on how attractive you are in skills and not just on papers. Simply put, street smart. I can tell that he has really high expectations on me just that he doesn't push me for it but instead let me fall and discover myself? Sigh, guess i just have to learn it the harder way.
Soulmate and i have been talking and it's sad to know that her parents aren't supportive of the situation shes in now. But hey! You know all they ever wanted is just the best for us and im sure in time to come they'd understand. Dont give up and keep trying alright? Something that's never gonna change ; im with you :)
The fucking driving licence is taking forever to come and the post office actually told me the item has been delivered. Like WTF seriously? Yeah to who i wonder. Tom, Dick or Harry ? Bunch of irritating low efficiency asssheets. They have a hotline but apparently it's ALWAYS busy. With what, thats the question. Prolly issuing fines, dealing with demerit points etc. @%#%#@!$! .
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When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
When you fight so hard but you get stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
I must say that this post is gonna be a pretty fucked up one because that is exactly what yours truly is feeling now. I feel like screaming my heads off but i know it's not enough til the problem's got its soulutions. It's pissing to feel lost all the time and not knowing how to deal with it. Sighhhh. I should have seen it coming faster than what i've expected. I don't like what i'm facing now and i just feel so helpless. But something consoling, i'm not just the only one facing this right now.
And i just dropped my resumes for a few jobs but i bet i wont get any reply. Life's so stressful for every single one living in this society and i'm finally understanding why adults used to complain that earning isn't easy. There's so much more to learn but i'm already feeling so scared. I hate working and my time has finally arrived. I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE. I don't know how long i can still live in denial but clearly not for long anymore.
More and more people are going into SIM and that was one of my choices. At least, you have a bachelor afteralll but i think dad's right. Still, many made it outside without such qualifications and it really has to depend on how attractive you are in skills and not just on papers. Simply put, street smart. I can tell that he has really high expectations on me just that he doesn't push me for it but instead let me fall and discover myself? Sigh, guess i just have to learn it the harder way.
Soulmate and i have been talking and it's sad to know that her parents aren't supportive of the situation shes in now. But hey! You know all they ever wanted is just the best for us and im sure in time to come they'd understand. Dont give up and keep trying alright? Something that's never gonna change ; im with you :)
The fucking driving licence is taking forever to come and the post office actually told me the item has been delivered. Like WTF seriously? Yeah to who i wonder. Tom, Dick or Harry ? Bunch of irritating low efficiency asssheets. They have a hotline but apparently it's ALWAYS busy. With what, thats the question. Prolly issuing fines, dealing with demerit points etc. @%#%#@!$! .
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Father, this is an emergency. Wont you listen please ?