:) :(

2009-08-28T19:21:00.000+08:00

HELLO FOLKS. Blogger is still down, apparently and im shifting outta here. but tags are still welcome, i'll still come back and reply!

Shifted t : http://astalavistar.tumblr.com

2009-07-27T16:30:00.002+08:00

YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE
fuckyeahliverpool

Went for the game yesterday and the atmosphere was crazy. A really good experience and god, we've got the best seats seriously. Right in the middle near to the players but not to the extend of seeing their pimples of course. Fanatic fans couldn't stop screaming and yelling everytime they came out. And i was feeling so effing cheated when torres wasn't seen at all not until the second half.

Me : aye why suddenly so noisy ah?
Fion : OMG TORRES IS OUT !
Me: Where where?!
Fion: *runs in front excitedly
Me: TORRESSSS! fuck that boy must have overslept.

ahahahahha. act as though i know him very well ah but noooo i'm just a lil crazy over him compared to the others. Alonso played, torres scored. If only stevie G was here, i think fa fion and i can easily die happy last night. But it's alright, we'll go anfield in the coming years and watch their game over there. Let's make it happen.

2009-07-24T14:22:00.002+08:00

Received a really strange sms yesterday from i-dont-wish-to-tell. Can't deny the fact that it actually set me thinking and so puzzled for a moment when i thought it should have never happened again. Perhaps it's me wondering too much again, as usual like always. Whatever it is, i feel happy with the arrangments that was planned for me. I am happy and satisfied with life. Seriously, i can't ask for any better.

I might be shutting down this blogger cause i've got tumblr ! It's a dozen million times cooler and i'm addicted.

2009-07-23T15:53:00.000+08:00

AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAH ! OUCHHHH !

2009-07-22T09:50:00.003+08:00

Today, my girlfriend of 2 years told me she was pregnant. I started freaking out, so she put her arm around me and said, “Don’t worry, it’s not yours”. FML

This made my day. Now i wana see elicpse.

2009-07-21T21:49:00.005+08:00

FUCKYEAHHAPPYLIVERPOOLWEEK!

GUESS WHAT? I'M GOING TO LIVERPOOL'S AUTOGRAPH SESSION THIS FRIDAY! I'm going to go out of work for 2 hours and GET MY TORRES SIGNATURE. Thanks to fa who was SO freaking excited and couldnt stop rushing me to get my application done earlier this afternoon. I'm gonna collect my tickets tomorrow. And it's a shopping for liverpool thing on thurs follow by a liverpool match this weekend.

To-Do-List:
Go for polite after work tomorrow and hopefully able to go ma's place for a farewell gathering
Meetup w bitches and ZY and sending jw off. SIGHHHHHHS.

i just realised that it's a week full of goodbyes. Okay maybe its just two people but whatever. Thinking of it makes me sad. I think i might have split personalities. Ahhhh screw it !

2009-07-20T15:44:00.000+08:00

Simply because, it started off with you.

2009-07-19T14:58:00.001+08:00

I N S O M N I A

Never thought i'd fall in love love love love
But it grew from a simple crush crush crush

Being without you girl i was all messed up up up up
When you walked out and said you've enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl i know

Didn't expect this is how things would go

Maybe in time, you'd change your mind

Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i cant sleep til you're next to me

No i cant live without you no more

Oh i stay up til youre next to me

til the house feels like it did before

Feels like insomnia ah ah, feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just cant go to sleep
cause it feels like i've fallen for you

It's getting way too deep

and i know its love because

I cant sleep til you're next to me.

It's so connecting.

2009-07-15T09:53:00.003+08:00

Can i turn to you when no one's there? Will you hold me and tell me everything's alright just because you're there? Cause if you do, i'd believe with my all.

No proper updates recently and i dont intend to do one either so i'm just gonna just say whatever i feel like and dont feel like saying. I missed the girls' first polite game last night. Pretty sad about it cause i really wanted to be there with them physically and mentally, badly. They didn't win but that's not a matter at all. Results aren't everything anyway, not that i'm being a sore loser or just finding pathetic excuses to console myself but i believe we're good. I'm so gonna make it for next week's game.

Got approached by the U23 arion club last night and i might just be attending their training next tuesday since it's at my workplace. Hopefully partner-in-crime and sak can join as well so i wont feel so awkward. Ive seen those girls play, it's gonna be excitinggggg.

Met up with soulmate and fa for the first time in ______ (i cant even recall when). Laughed like shit and we finally took a photo and placed it in our wallets! Apparently theirs fitted well cause they've humongous wallets but mine's the only small one! Shucks, SOULMATE YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO RIGHT. PLEASE DO IT ASAP. ahahhahaha!

I hurt my elbow in the toilet this morning. Crappppppp :(

2009-07-13T23:42:00.001+08:00

I want to smoke. No, i need to. Yay, im meeting soulmate and darling tomorrow. Like finally ;)

2009-07-06T14:50:00.002+08:00

I just found out something..

"In ancient Japan, public contests were held to see who in a town could fart the loudest and longest. Winners were awarded many prizes and received great recognition. "

Click on the link to find out more.
http://www.interestingfacts.org/?page=fact&id=13

tmd. i should have been a japanese.

2009-07-06T10:54:00.002+08:00

Tell me, do you think of me when you're out with her? Cause ive a feeling you do and i bet it sucks.

What a line to start off this post. My wires must have been screwed by the heavy rain yesterday. It was sad that we only managed to play 20mins as a WHOLE team but nevertheless, that 20mins will last at least 20mths in our hearts. Sounds cheesy but yeahhhhh it was really awesome. First time being a captain, having to command around was tough. But the chemistry was still there. It was just so fabulous seeing HL, jazzypok, von, sassy and VAL back again.

The feel was like playing in hk, under windy and cold weather conditions. Missed those times so effing much. Pissing shit was the part when the toilets have NO water! FSP seriously. And i swear i hate the china workers at the restaurant. Rude + arrogant + ignorant + stubborn + they're from china. AHAHAH no offence ah but ya they suck lah seriously. We got locked inside the gym toilet cause of them -.-

Prata dinner after with the girls, i swear fai is a freaking funny bitch. I love the girls, i love them.
And fion if youre reading this..DONT BE HEARTBROKEN ANYMORE. Let's fix this together. with viceroy, menthol, vodka, tequila. We'll club soon with the rest.

2009-07-04T10:19:00.004+08:00

Hälsning Goda Morgon! This means, "hello good morning" in swedish. In case you wonder, i'm actually working now. And if youre thinking why am i blogging..the reason's simple. I'm bored and there hasnt been any recent proper updates? Life has been pretty alright, mudane, sometimes high sometimes low. Ahaha! Oh i finally finally went to play after their renovation. Can't really see alot of difference maybe cos of my night blindness. I wouldn't say it's like WOW OMGOODNESS but that night was fun. Really fun. Details shall not be mentioned here ahahahha cause i think it's M18! Nuh just kidding. I'm just lazy to blog everything here.

I missed trainings this week! Cause of work and i was too tired to go yesterday. Can't wait for sunday's game, cant wait to play with all the old familiar faces. I bet it's gonna be some 'hoedown throwdown', a battle between the ATTACKERS & DEFENDERS. I find it quite cool that most of the alumnis are forwards and the current mems are defenders. Speaking of so i felt so guilty for not exercising last week and so i went on thurs w ys. THAT BITCH DROVE HER NEW CAR. Omg its freaking stylish. The outside looks typical, not very outstanding but the front seat makes me feel like i was on spaceship! The controls and displays are all really stylo-milo. Surprisingly i still had the stamina to run 4.4km and swam 10laps! Okay my muscles are abit aching now :/

Met this guy in the gym, think hes a member. He was like teaching me the right ways to use the equipments and ys and i were both laughing that He's my new bestfriend. I wana go clubbing with my clique. It's been arranged! Next hangout we'll go! ATTN : KERK, YS, JIAWEN, SAB, WENTING AND MARYYYYY. We're so hitting the clubs. Date, to be confirmed. I miss my clique, i haven't seen sab for millions of centuries and i havent seen wenting for billions of centuries. WHERE THE HECK ARE YOU PEOPLEEEEEEE ? :( The next outing will be a successful one, swear.

I didn't know there were so much on her mind til i spoke to her. Those times that we were laughing and having stomach cramps together didnt go into waste. I'm so glad that i initiated the conversation and things are gonna change for the better. Potato, We miss you <3>

And today is a saturday but i've got work til eight. Shall i go prawning, cycling or party?
She said, prawning.

2009-07-01T17:36:00.004+08:00

OMG NOOOOO! NOOOOOOO WAYYYYYY!

wanna know why? read this..

http://weeklyworldnews.com/celebs/4783/megan-fox-is-a-man

I am into reading now. Seriously, i am.

2009-06-29T15:40:00.003+08:00

was scrolling through soulmate's blog posts and i found this sentence! She was supposed to do this shit..

Firstly, search for http://www.urbandictionary.com.
type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the FIRST(or whatever) definition it gives you. I guarantee you're gonna find some pretty hilarious results.

1. YOUR NAME: cute little punk girl with a bitchin attitude and sick skills
2. AGE: twentytwenty dollars worth of marijuana
3. ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS: Grace-A beautiful girl who can be annoying at times but is still loved by just about everyone. Also who girl who has a very sexual mind, and has a banging body. ( this is a lie , dont believe that!)

hahahahahahhahaahahahah somehow i didnt know that was the meaning. Now you know why im named grace? Grace for graceful only existed until the 20th Century. For 21st Century..that's a new definition.

2009-06-26T13:09:00.001+08:00

HI HUMANS, I'M OPTIMUS PRIME .

I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes across this new divide

In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd deny
And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide
Across this new divide, across this new divide

Linkin Park - New Divide

2009-06-23T14:59:00.003+08:00

Its been a while since the two of talked,
about a week since the day that you walked
knowing things would never be the same
with your empty heart and mine full of pain
so explain to me, how it came to this.

Before the worst, before we mend
before our hearts decide it's time to love again.
before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back,
Before it all went wrong.

i was young and i was in love.
i gave u everything but it wasn't enough
and now u wana communicate.
im letting you go, im loving myself.
you got a problem, dont go asking me for help
cause you know it's just too little too late.

I tried to believe everything u said. Even when i said im not, deep inside i do believe. I just needed more time and for you to prove me wrong and really convince me that's all. But i guess you never did understand how i was feeling all these while.

2009-06-22T23:24:00.004+08:00

Somebody said they saw you, the person you were kissing wasnt me. And i would never ask you, i just kept it to myself. I dont wanna know. If you playing me, keep it on a low. Cause my heart cant take it anymore. and if youre creeping, please dont let it show. I dont mean to know the truth. I dont wanna know.

2009-06-20T01:16:00.002+08:00

AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
yeah, nevermind.

2009-06-15T22:56:00.002+08:00

When all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary, i'm permanent.

It's a really LOL movie. Go catch it but hmm, only on weekdays when you can buy the tickets at student price. ahahah! It's not the really really worth $8.50 or worse, $10 kind. Screamed quite a few times whent the Trex just pops out from nowherebut overall was pretty good. At least, the show had a proper and happy ending.

Shopped around town and all of us didnt go home empty handed! Muahaha, ys bought 2tops and a bikina for $60 and mary bought 2 tops for the same price. So its obvious that mary really spends her money like crazy. AHHAHAHA. But aye im not any better lah huh. okay , i swear im going to stop shopping for the next 2 months except for father's day present.

Plans to go sentosa on thurs is really really making me excited and i cant believe ys just told me she got a new car. So both her brother and her now EACH has one renault. Cant wait to try her auto on thurs! The last time i drove a renault car was jeremy's manual one? ahahhaha. And im gonna finally bring my boat after like 2 years of hiding inside my storeroom. Hopefully it's still workable.

2009-06-14T22:08:00.003+08:00

I waited forever but when it came, it ended so soon.
You were in my life but i guess that's just all Once upon a time.

Clubbing at Phuture was H A P P E N I N G. Its the night of my many "first time". Why so? Because it was my first time..

1) Drinking SUPER flaming lamborghini
2) Seeing everybody getting so High & Drunk (especially Cheryl. ahahha)
3) Chit chatting with the zouk's toilet auntie & asking her to whack cheryl w the broom if she
misbehaves and runs away.
4) Peeing w a girl in the same cubicle barely after knowing her for 5mins?
(WASNT FLIRTING, I SWEAR. Long story, wana know? Ask me personally!)
5) Smoking my lungs out
6) Finding so many coins after everybody left the dancefloor
7) Bumping into nikki after SO LONGGGGGGGGG
8) Clubbing w nash and his friend, jerold !
9) Dancing halfway to see people sitting on top of one another's shoulder
10) Sleeping with mary's tortise and waking up with dragonball's hairstyle (AHAHHA)

Plans to go sailing today was screwed cause the both of us slept till 1 plus after cheryl's call. That bitchy mary kept snoozing her alarm even before i could hear anything. So lunch at her place and went off to accompany them for photoshooting. First thing i ask when i saw her.."aye u okay not!"
and she replied.."aye grace! how come u still alive ah?" WTH ! ahahahhaha. That's how crazy she went last night. She missed out so many nice songs and even took off her heels and dance barefooted for just one song.

Left for jp to accompany jw to shop and end up staying in the shop, NET for over an hour. She's really a master at trying on clothes lah. Wanted to look for nice tees but sad to say, i can never find them in jp and so..i bought accessories. YES HELLO WORLD, I FINALLY GOT MYSELF A RAYBAN AVIATOR SHADES! Now i feel so broke. Just spent $160 on my mp4, now another $220 for this. I think i spent like $500 within two weeks plus all the cabbing and clubbing and etc etc.

My New Aviator ! :D
& finally a hat that can suit my face.

Cant wait for thursday's sentosa trip. Tanning is next up on the list ! Oh no wait. Land of the lost with mary&yunshan is the NEXT actually.

2009-06-13T16:54:00.000+08:00

OH HAPPY DAY !

2009-06-13T00:30:00.004+08:00

What a fun-filled week it has been. Let's see..

Monday- Settle office shit, mahjong at dan's place. Lost $2.50 but it was all worth it. Had diarrhea after botak jones but im fine after all.

Tuesday- Went for interview at fico sports hub. Kinda scary cause i got interview by a male and female. The lady is hot and her name is joanne. -Whistles! Met soulmate for lunch in school and stayed in the library after leaving for dinner with our own families. Her dad's a cool dad when it comes to driving. Trust me. He can be the chief officer in Traffic Police. ahah!

Wednesaday- Headed back to school again for reformatting of my laptop. Actually it was reformatted on monday but apparently the problem wasnt solved. So, fk came and helped us. As well as jean with her ppt slides for jollie's bday bash. Wow, everyone's turning 21. Soon, it'll be my turn. Muahah. R21 is the only thing im looking forward now. At least, its LEGAL then.
Stayed and slacked til trng time. Played skateboarding before soccer and fell cause i tried to do merlin's trick. Fell on my elbow and thigh. OUCHHH. It's freaking painful, not kidding. soccer time was awesome. Saw delia after so long and the first thing that came to my mind..MILEY CYRUS. yeah, thats how the whole commotion started. Oh got a call by fico, I GOT THE JOB!

Thursday- Decided to stay home and be a good girl. Did lotsa housekeeping especially my two rooms. Found rly interesting stuffs like old gifts given by people whom ive long lost touch with. Cabbed down to acer and had my laptop reformatted by them. Steamboat dinner with dad after that and safe to say, we paid 15bucks each eating vegetables. :(

Friday- Trng at 9am! Freaking hot sun and im slightly burnt now. Had losta fun as usual teasing and making fun of everyone. Had a mini pool session after trng cause its so darn hot! Uncle david was trying t be a clown. The way he allow us to jump in with our clothes on was hilarious. Oh btw mary! He asked about you! And so after jumping into the pool the first time, we got chased to the other side of the pool by this horrible china ML who was coaching her students. Shes freaking moody lah. She actually yelled at this indian girl.."SHANG LAI" (in chinese to get outta the pool). LIKE HELLO CAN SHE EVEN UNDERSTAND YOU?! Tmd sial seriously. We couldnt stop laughing and playing a fool around the pool.

Tried to do aerobics underwater and i sprained my back. Sigh, conclusion of the day..
Im Not Flexible.

Headed to jp for the movie Hanah Montana cause we were just so crazy over which side would she choose. Made hella of noises inside the cinema and this guy was actually laughing at my comment of "Xiao Mai Li" (miley's chinese name). Wasn't too bad i guess. ahahhaha first time watching w my soccerettes. Cool shit. Left for suntec after that and i finally got my MP4 ! Only bad thing is i bought it from my company's rival! ahahaha who gives a shit since they didnt treasure me. Cant wait to start using it tomorrow.

2009-06-10T01:18:00.001+08:00

I'd stay up to watch the sunrise on your face.

2009-06-09T23:21:00.001+08:00

JUST FOR LAUGHS

2009-06-08T02:35:00.002+08:00

Truth about Rihanna unfolds Tonight;

fion says:
eh wah i damn sleepy sia
goodbye and goodnight my dear wives.

♥ Gracey V says:
im quite sleepy yet awake
NO U CANT GO

Fafa08 says:
gd nites
gracey is so high nw

♥ Gracey V says:
WE OWN 65 % OF THE SHARES
♥ Gracey V says:
u only 11%

fion says:
ya i only own 11

♥ Gracey V says:
ahahhahahhahahhaha

fion says:
thats sad.

♥ Gracey V says:
so must listen to us

fion says:
HAHAHAHHA

Fafa08 says:
HAHAHAHAS
ya lah 11% muz shuddup n drive

fion says:
cannot drive
later all in the car die

fion says:
no license la fa.
haiyo.

Fafa08 says:
HHAHAHAS TRUE
gt licence oso same
ltr if drive cannot tink hw

♥ Gracey V says:
ya lah also die

fion says:
maybe thats why chris brown hit rihanna

♥ Gracey V says:
so actually licence is useless right
AHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
WTF?!

fion says:
ya

Fafa08 says:
HAHAHHAHAS

fion says:
see ah

Fafa08 says:
WTF

fion says:
she kept singin the shut up and drive song in the car
then this chris brown got damn annoyed.
beat her up lor
see the link now.

♥ Gracey V says:
AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHA
fuck you fion
seriously omg
wthhhhhhhhhhhh

fion says:
what.......
but think abt
*think abt it
makes perfect sense doesnt it.

♥ Gracey V says:
im gna blog about this

fion says:
oh damn it.

Fafa08 says:
fuck sia u
hahahas
hahahahas
srsly u gt all e darnest ideas man

fion says:
then then!

♥ Gracey V says:
ya!
then wad?

fion says:
thats why she got disturbed.

♥ Gracey V says:
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Fafa08 says:
she sang disturbia

fion says:
YA HAHAHHA

♥ Gracey V says:
OMG HOW TO SLEEP HOW TO SLEEP U TELL ME

Fafa08 says:
HAHAHAHAS

fion says:
why....?

Fafa08 says:
rofl

fion says:
why cannot sleep?

fion says:
chris brown had to go rehab

Fafa08 says:
HAHAHAHAS
rehab sia

fion says:
eh wah not bad ah this rihanna.

♥ Gracey V says:
and thats when he became superhuman right

fion says:
she can see into the future

Fafa08 says:
then inside he sang song with u

fion says:
sing abt her life.
wow i actually decifer rihanna's songs

2009-06-07T23:51:00.015+08:00

The Origins of Soulmate

YAY! ITS FOR ME :D

I never knew my hair was THAT spikey and so messy.
but thanks though, there's a reason why she didnt take
ART but F&N instead. ahahhahaha.

BUT ITS SO FREAKING BAD TIL I LOOK LIK SOME
BABY SITTING ON A PRAM!
My first impression of her : "SUPER TALKATIVE GIRL, ALWAYS ARND GUYS"
Conclusion: EQUALLY TURN OFF !

But as time goes by, we found many similar interests. One of them
was running away for lectures. And so, we became the
partners-in-crime.

It's tiring running away with her. Cause the way she runs, makes u stop
running and laughing non-stop.

Being punctual for school was considered being "early" for class.
So breakfast being the most impt meal of the day
was no escape. After satisfying our cravings,
we'll stroll to class. ahahahahaha!

The wind was so strong, it blew off my hand and got
stucked up at the tree. I'm still very sad about it.
:(

If you notice, my hair is getting lesser and lesser in these
pictures. HAHAHHAHA. i wonder why. too much irritations from
the one and only bitch.

HOW MANY FREAKING TIMES MUST I TELL
YOU THAT MY SURNAME IS PHANG AND
NOT PENG?! PENG IS JUST THE HANYU PINYIN!

and it was then i realised,"lifes only a bitch, when jean's your friend"
ITS TRUE! hahahahahah.
im sure many can witness that for me.

you better make sure its LIFETIME!

AN EXCUSE FOR BEING LAZY !

HELLO WORLD, I JUST FIRED MY BOSS !

Speaking of which , finally got to meet up with soulmate after not seeing her for one week. All thanks to the freaking heavy load of work i had on hand for the past one month. I know its just a month but it seriously seemed like 6months. No kidding. It's hell on earth. The place i'll never ever want to step into again. If i didnt quit, i'll most prolly be sleeping right now, dreaming of the work and shit i'll have to face tmr. I wont be able t meetup w soulmate and have a long irritating chat with her. Thank god she stil hasn't change. Still as nonsensical as ever. ahahha but well, thats her STRENGTH anw. Had a rly good catching up session. Laughed like mad as usual and im really really glad ive gotten my life back. Mahjong at dan's place tomorrow and i think i've forgotten how to play -.-

The only thing that im feeling sad after quitting is that ive no more income currently ! To think i actually plan what i wana buy every month..now its gone. I'm hoping for a new opportunity t pop by soon and that sth that's definitely suited for HUMANS. Say bye to RayBan, Mp4, laptop for now :( :(

{edited}
Evidence showing that jean's really dumb.

ME: aye, u wana go zouk next sat? cheryl jioing.
Jean: hmm next sat..i got dentist appointment !
ME: -.- in action..
Jean: oh wait ! clubbing what time ah? at night ah?
ME: no lah no lah..in the morning.

WTH SOULMATE! WAKE UP UR IDEA PLEASE !

2009-06-06T23:07:00.003+08:00

# I cry silently, I bleed hopelessly.

I'm not the kind that will usually show and tell. Not hiding, not reluctant to share but because i don't know how and where to begin. There's a reason why ive always preferred sunset than sunrise, night than day. Because only at night, when im alone, i can drop my defences and be who i really am. Those silent moments screams the truth. All i can say is, i'm tired. I'm honestly, truly really very tired.

-Is this all meant to be?

2009-06-04T00:28:00.003+08:00

"I sleep just to dream of you but wake without you there."

2009-06-01T10:05:00.001+08:00

♥ Darling, you give love a bad name

It was then the moment of truth came to light,
that i was part of your plan, unable to fight.
when i thought it was the end, i found out
it was your sweet revenge.

I've never felt so humiliated, so insulted, so screwed up. I was the last to know but you knew exactly what you'd do. Don't say you simply lost your way. She may believe you but i never will. Your presence has cause disturbance to my life and til a certain extend, im hating myself for it. I hate myself for not being able to walk away firmly. I've gotta thank you for letting me have that taste of my own medicine but one thing for sure i know, it didnt have to taste that bitter. You've made your plans and now im wishing you all the best. But when your bridges burn, dont turn. Cause i'll never be there for you anymore.

2009-05-30T10:25:00.007+08:00

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives,
where we gonna be when we turned 25.
Keep thinking things will never change,
how theyre always gonna stay the same.
And we get big jobs and make big money,
will we still find all these silly jokes funny.
will we still remember everything we learned in school,
or still trying to break every single rule.

As we go on, we remember, all the times we've had together
as our lives changed, come whatever.
We will still be Friends Forever.

Yesterday's graduation was a total mind blower. Not the ceremony but the feeling of having to see all the familiar faces once again. The only turnoff moment was to part w them and not knowing when we'll see each other again. Some of the guys are enlisting into NS soon and that spells boredom. I'm gonna miss each and everyone of them frigging much. Many have changed since our last chalet. Love junyong's new haircut and NS looking specs. I think they really looked so much better now but as for some people like fk and jean, stil as sickening as ever. AHAH!

Went to so many places to camwhore after the ceremony. I swear the perspiration we had can be compared to running 2.4km. We got so hot and fed up and decided to change into slippers. Many unglam and embarrassing moments during the photoshoots plus we were the centre of attraction most of the time..ahahaha! Whatever that is, we didnt care cause that's just how we are. We love the way we live <3>Soulmate got all of us a small notebook with the teeny weeny details on how we met and got close to one another. Really got us all surprised and i finally understood why she told me that she's busy writing stories the night before. My book was the most unique and cute one among all (agreed). Well, that's only because yours truly is equally unique&cute too isnt it? :P And so..the following paragraph shall be written to my

Dearest one&only-forever sluttish w abit of goodness-babi-bitchy-lazy-jeanna teo,
You know you have benefited alot of things since the day you met me. Like even now your name has become so long. Having you around has been more than happy, more than satisfactory. There's no way of penning down each and every thought of mine about you because i wouldn't know where to begin.What's special about us isn't the big things but small little daily issues that accumulate up to where we are today. It's a blessing that god made you moved to jurong(partly cause of karma. ahahahah) because if you havent shift here, we wouldnt have done those things we did and go through so much together. This special friendship that we share is 10times better than any of the other relationships ive had and you know this is solely entitled to US. Yeah, simply put, you're irreplacable(BUT IF YOU START CHEATING ON ME AGAIN THEN BB).

Funny how we started having pretty bad first impressions of one another yet become so the very close now. It's not easy being my soulmate but i know youre trying; just like how im trying to become yours. Having you around has become a daily kinda habit and i know how you'll never stop loving to irritate the shit/hell outta me. This love we share is unbreakable just like how my hatred for you grows uncontrollably with every kg i gained :(

You love to eat, you love to shit.
You love to sleep after everytime you shit.
You love to talk and you always stalk,
You make me fat, you make me sad.
You make me so happy, at times i laugh like mad.
You're the best soulmate, i ever had.
-Gvp <3

2009-05-25T14:14:00.000+08:00
Youre the last thing on my mind before i go to sleep at night.

I'VE GOT A BLUEBLACK ON THE LEFT SIDE OF MY FACEEEE. @#$#%@#%@#$&*
Got it during the match on sunday. Those little girls played so rough with me whereas they didnt even dare to go anywhere near hawa. Life's unfair when youre not the bulldozer. AHAH. Their reasons of not doing so are quite adorable actually. And the good thing about them is they get scared after you scold them! This girl just couldn't stop pulling my shirt and hands and its really annoying to a certain point.

Girl : **Keeps pulling and pulling and running into my way**
ME : aye! can you stop pulling me not?!
Girl : Oh sorry sorry sorry! **scared face**
ME : ahahhahahahah!

Then i think after that we were both heading for the ball, i got the ball and she got my face :( It's damn pain btw. Esp when i laugh or smile. sighhhhhhs. Past two days hasn't been good. Im hoping for a better weekend from tomorrow onwards. Got ps-ed by stupid soulmate for clubbing tmr cause she needa go her new house. AHAHAH SOMEBODY'S BECOMING A PR OF JURONG. Congrats soulmate, your karma is coming back to you sooner and sooner :D
Been chatting with that sucker over msn and shes seriously being a bitch again. Swear her blood type's B cause B stands for Bitch !

BIG CONGRATULATIONS TO JVB FOR BEING ACCEPTED BY SMU BUSINESS!
(THERES A REASON FOR ME TYPING THIS. *HINT*- DINNER !)

**Promoters' & events' issues are really freaking big hassle.

2009-05-22T22:47:00.004+08:00
I wanna kiss a girl, I wanna hold her tight, And maybe make a little magic in the moonlight.

2009-05-21T12:47:00.003+08:00

Cause i had a bad day,
had diarrhea last night
farted out loud just to turn it around

i really dont know,
im not telling lies
i work out that shit and it really stink'd
i had a bad day
my buttock dont lie

my mood's going down and i seriously mind
i had a bad day
i had a bad day

Bad tummy throwing up in the wee hours. Nearly lost my life. and now my boss cannot stop telling me to drink water, hydrate myself, go jogging everyday and STAY HEALTHY! -.-

2009-05-19T17:58:00.008+08:00

F A C E B O O K !

Thank god seriously i survived two straight days of meetings. Spent the whole of yesterday having meetings and it was really super stressful and B-O-R-I-NG. Maybe cause the FO camp during the weekends kinda drained me out that's why. Camp was great ! Lotsa freshies turned up and this batch's kids are pretty outgoing, in fact, majority are. Like they're so efficient to adding us on facebook like just that night the camp ended. Totally cool to me. Sigh a pity my work's occupying most of the time or else i'd definitely spent more time with them. I must say this year's comm is super duper extremely fast paced cause just this coming weekend will be their first BSC! Thing is we usually have it held in Aug, Sept or months after the camp but well done lah ! It was really shocking.

Okay a little back more to work, MONDAY WAS REALLY FUCKING DARK NAVY BLACKISH BLUE for me. Was sleepy, couldnt concentrate, didnt feel like coming to work, was all whacked out and boss, was in hellofa bad mood. That's why im seriously thanking god that he cleared the grey clouds this morning. Was brainstorming how to help this company and this morning's meeting really took me by surprised. He actually took my idea instead of others? When i thought mine was the least possible one. New product launching this thursday, i forsee another hectic weekend for me :(

While the bad is on its way, im trying hard to not think and enjoy the good as much as i can. Like i always say, enjoy first worry later! Yeah, life's too short for worries. Played facebook the whole afternoon and was just msning jean, fk and ma. Within just 2hours, i think i flooded alot of people's email and their fb's homepage. Soulmate and i just had so many similar answers and we even commented each other at the same time. Birds of e same feather flock tgt but hey, i aint no bird yo!
ahahaahaha.

now, it's just a random pick up line. Thumb, READ IT !
"Are you a parking ticket? Cause youve the word FINE written all over."

2009-05-16T10:18:00.010+08:00

You sing a sad song just to turn it around,

Finally finally finally caught wolverine last night @ illuma, bugis. Thanks to julia who told me that GV's no longer screening it and that really gave me a hard push to go catch it no matter how late it gets. Luckily soulmate and her girlies are free to watch and so, it's the movie date with ENSTYLE partners (sigh! if only it's more alive).

We were already behind time but the greedy porks just wanted to buy snacks. Cant believe how soulmate and i were arguing over nachos and popcorn. But since im nice, i gave in to her popcorn cravings. BUT SHES RLY BEING MEAN BY DIE DIE ORDERING SALTY FLAVOUR. It was supposed to be half filled salty, the other sweet. BUT GUESS WAD? YEAH! 3/4 OF THE WHOLE BOX WAS SALTY ONES AND I GOT CHEATED 3928349578 TIMES DURING THE MOVIE FOR THINKING ITS FINALLY SWEET FLAVOUR.

That heartless moron can still happily laugh her ass of at my disgusted expression upon eating the salty ones. March & Jollie's apple pie took forever to come. Soulmate and i were just disturbing saying they actually went africa/austrailia to get those apples. Then on the way back, it got quarrantined. AHAHA! :/ My phone kept ringing throughout the movie. Yeah from work, promoters' reporting and boss telling me to go JB tmr. But thank god i didnt have to in the end of i'd miss FO for sure and i really dont want that. I brought a jacket to the cinema but it wasnt for me. That babi beside me stole it from me and dropped my phone. After dropping my phone, cause shes too dumb to find the opening to wear the jacket, she stretched her hand so long and wide, she box my mouth. SHE SERIOUSLY THOUGHT SHE WAS BECOMING WOLVERINE FOR THAT SECOND.
Speaking of quarrantine, that bugger assholic soulmatey of mine should have been quarrantine because she met a friend that just came back from the US, whom stayed rly near to mexico. Her friend might have been fine but i believe soulmate has all the Swine-Suai flu all with her. That's why my luck has been so down ever since she moved to jurong. OH DID I MENTION, SHES GNA BE A PERMANENT RESIDENT OF THE JURONG ESTATE! How unfortunate for the neighbours. I really feel quite sad for them. ahaha! and the thing is shes staying just opposite my primary school ! How cool is that. But totally uncool for the kids that has to go past her house everyday in the near future. Ahhh..how fun how fun. To always tease and laugh at soulmate.

First saturday that im working and surprisingly im not tired even only having less than 5hours of sleep last night. Prolly cause its a weekend, halfday work thing and im going for FO camp afterwards! Cant wait to see wad freshies we've got this year.
LOGAN, WOLVERINE.

Date To Watch : 19-05-09 (Tues)
(Hopefully)
Date To Watch: 25-05-09 (mon)
(Hopefully)

Most prolly, Early June?

ASAP AFTER THE DATE OF RELEASE
:))
P.s Notice the dates are all "hopefully" ? Soulmate! It's your part to make it happen now! Dont disappoint me.

2009-05-14T23:33:00.004+08:00
TRIED & TIRED.
See how these words are so similar? In every single details of our lives. It's all the simple little things that we never pay attention to that sums up to all the happenings that's going on right now. God, make this weekend another pleasant one.

Oh btw, i just got myself a new casio watch. Yeah, WATCH again. Time never stops even when love does. That's why they say, watches are forever.

**Even lovers need a holiday.

2009-05-10T21:09:00.002+08:00

A mother will point to her child and say, "This is my child."

A Christian mother will point to her chid and say," This is God's child who has been given to me."

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY .

2009-05-10T20:39:00.010+08:00

Wow Wonderful Weekend !
I totally loved the weekends ive had for the past two weeks. Great planning, great company, great weather, ahh its just almost perfect. Minus away some arguments early morning between dad and me and all is fine.

Things i did today : Attended morning mass @ St Joseph
Roaming around Tuas
Jogging @ ECP
(weather is just so beautiful for kite flying but jean wasnt there. Wasted.)

Things i did Yesterday : Jogging @ Jurong Central Park.
Breakfast w Soulmate & Dad @ the kranji country club.
Morning tour @ Lim Chu Kang Veg&Fish Farms.
Completed draft poster design w soulmate's help. (i'd be so lost w/o you. AHA)
Drove to town for some mother's day shopping & sushi dinner.
(Jean bought her mom BRA again & i got my mom Royce cookies :P)

Surprised mom @ her place around 10plus with her pressies (she LOVED them!)
Home sweet home after sending soulmate back.
I think ive a rly good soulmate BUT i think i make a better soulmate myself. LOL!

P.s Photos are all on facebook. I'm rly lazy to upload them here. Time to watch Man Utd's game now!

2009-05-07T22:10:00.002+08:00
I was checking my hotmail inbox and i came across this email that got LOL instantly.

"They said that when a black man became president, pigs would fly.

And on the 100th day of Barack Obama’s presidency,

Swine Flew. "

THANK YOU MARYANN FOR MAKING MY DAY ONCE AGAIN.

2009-05-06T21:42:00.002+08:00
Work's busy, Work's stressful, Work's draining all my energy, Work's almost killing me. Working now feels worse than my super ex girlfriend. Okay, im just pmsing. Work's not that bad but it's just not going too well for me. I'm completely new, i'm like a complete retard when comes to invoice, marketing, product codes, searching and keying in corporate datas.

There's not much of a proper introduction to it but right now im just learning while doing it. It's like learning how to drive w/o any proper practices or theory lessons, you just learn WHILE youre driving on the roads. You can't afford to make any mistakes (or your life would be gone) yet you cant be too slow (cause you'll be charged/honked/yelled for road hogging). I know it may sound really weird to relate driving to this but uhh.. you get the drift.

T I M E is extremely crucial in the world of business. Every minute, every second really really counts and it's not that easy to understand till youve been through it. Yes, im going through all these now. Like lunch is spent in the office with just 20-40mins to rest. The rest of the time is just working working and more work to go. Thank god i'm not that slow when comes to doing stuffs but i guess time's just not on my side. Don't ask me what am i doing exactly cause basically i'm just doing E v e r y t h i n g. Just maybe not in detail/depth yet cause afterall this is just my first week of work? Lol. yeah just first week and im full of complains already. Sighs, i need a S.O.S man.

Time to go and sleep before i oversleep again and have to fake MC ! ahah!

2009-05-04T00:21:00.000+08:00

Liverpool 3 - 0 Newcastle

Nice game played definitely but its obvious Newcastle was of no match for liverpool. Didn't get to see owen play ! It's been so long since i last saw his match. Sigh, " do you know he used to be hero?" ahhahaha okay that's really random but he's one of the most talented striker that i adore. Plus he's got the boyish look as well. Awww.

Ive no idea why my facebook doesnt allow me to upload pictures but nevermind. Gonna get soulmate to do it since she's so free ! Had handover ceremony last night and the new saling room is darn gorgeous! Especially with the new glass windows and carpet flooring. No more leaking from the freaking ceiling and the floor wouldnt be so hard to lie on anymore. Cant wait for FO this year.

Rented the Subaru R1 over weeked. Really cute 'toycar' and its comfortable though small but everybody liked it ! My road directions are getting better and it's the first time i drove alone over longer distances and that definitely boosted my confidence up a litte. Quite sad that the weekends are over so soon cause this spells W O R K for me tomorrow. Sigh, oh wells! Hope everything's good and fine. Right now, pictures :)

Golf is a really expensive sport.

Cheers to Kopi-O !

any resemblance?

My American Breakfast A

His Amercian Breakfast B

Golf courses.

Empty roads along Lim Chu Kang's agrotech parks.

2009-05-03T23:52:00.034+08:00

We camwhored, at every traffic light junction,

Every turn,
Every stop, giving a different expression.

XIAO FA :D

Soulmate's the only extra one wearing a diff bottom
whereas im the only weird one wearing a diff coloured top.
ahahahha!

Start to our swan race !

aye soulmate! u wont drown on land one lah.
dont so kaisu can not? ahhahahha !

they left me to die on jean's swan.

they were trying so hard to bang our swan.
and i got so tired trying t escape.
Look at jean ! still wna humchio then never help. tskk

Her new Bff.

Great Big hug to katie !

Jean, Katie, Gracey

they just wont give up chasing us.

but all thanks to me, we escaped again !
aye jean! stop faking tired. u didnt paddle that much.

While ours was number 3,

Theirs was 8 .
And so when they met..

it becomes 38! Just like us, so sanba.

Sings : We're The Champions, We're The Champions!

awww. dbs babes! can always try again!

These are my two bestest friends i met in poly!

But once they start doing their 'thing' ,

Its hard to stop .

Just like this,

see ! i told u they wldnt stop.

Fabulous Four !

Wo-wo-womanizer, WOAH, youre a womanizer :D

My all time best turbulence partner.
Big grins !
Fion..
& her very colourful nails.

Then we went chompang for dinner where fafa really really ate pork cause jeanna wanted her toufu. And soulmate bought her bras and they all ate durians. ONE PACKET EACH. It's a miracle i survived til now, seriously.

2009-04-30T18:02:00.006+08:00

Where were you when i needed you the most ?
and so much for always being there. yeah, always.

:(

2009-04-28T14:36:00.003+08:00
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NOW I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO JUST ..

S L E E P !

2009-04-24T00:10:00.000+08:00

How do you raise the topic of closure to your dearest family members ?
- black always defines death.

When even the most beautiful fairytale has its own ending, what's more of a plain old storytale? Just like how every sentence always ends with a punctuation. Be it a fullstop, comma or question mark. It always ends. So this is perhaps how opposites attract, they come in pairs. Like how life is associated with death, how beginnings are associated with endings, how good and bad are forever interconnected. All.Good.Things.Come.To.An.End. Face it, gracey.

Came back after work, had dinner with dad at our usual place, dtf. Decided to come online and spend some time facebooking since my office doesnt allow that website. Browsed through a few people's profile and it really set me thinking. Family, friends, love, money, sex, death. Yeah prolly that kinda triggered me to blog that mini paragraph of how i feel. I think whoever created the world wide web, msn, facebook, youtube, blogger rocks. Thank god to them, we can actually still keep in touch with people who stay thousands of miles away from us. I believed many rls started over the web like how couples hook one another over friendster and all. Some find it amusing but i think its just amazing. I fell in love for the first time with someone whom i never even met before at that moment but who the fuck cares? This is just one in a million ways how wonder works yeah.

2009-04-23T13:19:00.004+08:00
Even though we've moved on, it gets so hard to walk away.

SUP YO ALL ! IM BLOGGING NOW SINCE ITS MY LUNCH BREAK. Havent had time to touch this site since i started on friday. Work's busy, very very busy. Don't ask me why i still can msn or anything cause its part of some relaxing job for me and maybe cause im efficient too? AHAH nah was jus kidding anw. Oh well life's really all about work for me and problem now is im getting used to it. Waking up at 730 every morning, going to work, having OTs and sleeping every night about 1030 or 11 maybe? BUT IM ONLY A TEMPORARY STAFF. Shithead isnt it. SIgh, im gonna miss the staff here. Like really lotsa cause they're bunch of outgoing and really cool pepole. Though they treat me like a little kid but ahh, they make my job even better.

Did i mention that i love my job anw? Cause it doesnt require the use of brain power, not all the time that is and it certainly feels good to be able to have things occupying my mind CONSTANTLY. Yeah yeah and past days have made me become a workaholic and you know what, im beginning to think that i may become like this in the future. No more slacking around and wasting time BUT, i'll still club, play soccer, hang out with all my friends. go sailing under the fucking hot sun and yeah! I'd do just that :)

Oh anyway..since work's ending for me next week..this spells...PARTY ! Venue should be over at my place. Alcohol, food , gambling kinda party i suppose. Any suggestions ? Im deciding on the first or second week of may. Shall wait for asses like mary and yunshan to be back from their hols ! ALright, its time for work now. More updates coming soon. Stay tune .

2009-04-17T22:36:00.003+08:00

I don't care if Mondays' blue,
Tuesdays' grey and wednesday too.
Thursday i don't care about you .
its FRIDAY IM IN LOVE.
First day of work didn't really start off too well cause im really not use to the 'sleep early, wake early' thing. Sigh, can't believe how i can actually go to bed everyday at 9pm without fail last time. MAYBE i should just go back to that style. Well, at least i can kiss the dark circles goodbye but hiya, its impossible lah. ahahha im just saying cause as long as there's still msn, blogger, FACEBOOK and my recent love - KARAOKEPARTY.. its hard to rather sleep even though ima pig.

Okay i realised i kinda sidetrack alot ? So as i was saying about the morning. THE SUN IS FUCKING SORCHING BURNING CHAOTAH HOT. And me being pretty bad at directions was trying really hard to search for that place and in the end, i gave up walking and took a cab outside imm :/ That building is like located so inside toh guan's industry area and thank god i didnt try walking cause i'd have melted into hairy black acids when i reached. I was busy looking for the unit number and i realised i didnt even ask what was the company's name. LIKE SERIOUSLY how can that lady forget to tell me and me forgetting to ask ? I'm beyond hope, i know. Okay not the point, point is..i managed to find that place and it wasnt as bad as i thought. At least the place was bigger than expected but what was surprising were the people there.

I think only one or two are locals and the rest are like from mynmmar, philipines, malaysia etc. It's like an ASIAN company just lacking the cheena peeps and yuandebunenah ones. ahahahhaha ! I'm getting distracted again. Shit. No wonder i always dont do very well for compositions. As i was saying..the colleagues there were great ! Really friendly, helpful and outgoing people. Kept teaching me new things and even had lunch together. I'm glad that god really answered my prayers last night. THANK YOU FATHER. I kinda love my job as well? Cause there's like FREAKING HELL LOTSA THINGS T DO. Piles and piles of documents on the table waiting for you and theres like totally no time for any crap. I had to do OT even on the first day of work but didnt mind at all cause im finding it quite cool. Like OT pay..9/hour. AWESOME yeah?

Those data entry is really not as easy as it seems. It doesnt require any or little brain power but your eyes can go like >.<>"You want work part time? For one day only which is on sat. Just have to take pictures with the tourists, smile with them. One day $400 plus. If want reply me asap cause they finding people urgently. cause the orang utan in the zoo had taken one day off so thought you could relief. let me know"

WELL I WAS BUSY WITHDRAWING CASH and so all i saw was the "part time job..one day $400..reply me asap" and i totally ignored the bottom part. So i went to reply.."huh ? tmr ah?" AHAHAHAHAH. and that fucking bitch just kept on laughing. But whats funnier was that she actually msgd jean as well. and jean's reply was even funnierrrrr..

"when starting work? are you gonna work with me?"
ahahhaha! seriously jean! no wonder we're soulmates. I was telling fa that it was a lesson learnt. Not to be so money minded and end up being the joke of the day. But at least the laughter kinda made her flu and day better so..WAD TO DO. IM ALWAYS SO NICE. :D

Okayyy its time to karaoke now and zZzZzzZZz. Long day tomorrow.

2009-04-16T17:37:00.003+08:00

F A R E W E L L J E S S I C A
♥♥♥
Woke up late and i thought i couldn't make it to send her off but WHEW GOD BLESS ! Her flight wasn't as early as expected and i managed to make it to the airport, just in time. She was having lotsa problems with her baggage cause it kinda exceeded the weight and it was comical seeing how her parents and her were digging out things.

Hang around a little, chatted and then it was the moment..of departure. I HATED THAT PART. It wasn't so bad initially but the minute i watched her back view slowly goes outta sight, my heart really felt sour. Time flies too fast for those who're enjoying yet passes so darn slowly for those who wait. Why the fuck seriously. Sigh ! I'm gonna really really really miss her laughters, bimbotic poses on the pitch and all her bitchy comments on every single thing. Well, im sure the whole team misses her as well. Take good care jesse, gracey will always be missing you & looking forward to the day we meet AGAIN. Have fun studying in aussie, BOZZA ;P
Oh wells, went to zouk last night and i'd say i've had fun. Like duh, cause all the crazy people are around. First time reaching so early with so LITTLE people queuing up. ahahha if we're considered as ks, i dont know wad to say about those who were even earlier. Thought the crowd wasnt gonna be so bad due to the ECONOMIC CRISIS but apparently, we were all wrongggggg. It was like damnening packed with guys ranging from 20-60? IM NOT KIDDING. Got pushed and squashed as usual but ahahah was fun lah. Would have been better if only my dear cheryl wasn't so tired. Left pretty early cause everybody has work/interview/appointments the next day and so we cabbed home about 2plus3 ? I wana hit PLAY soon. Anyone interested ? :))

Was just looking through jobcentral on the new jobs when chester suddenly called me. There's like this really really urgent position of keying in data entry at Toh Guan and he asked if i was interested.
I had no idea how urgent that was til he said they needed me to start work TOMORROW. Hell ! There goes my plans for tomorrow and the days after. It's like 9-6pm and i might needa do OT. What's freaky was that i was listening to this song "kristy, are u doing okay?" and the person that was briefing me called kristy too! Gees. But thank god its in jurong and the pay is like $6/hr. Okay lahhhh, mai hiam jiu buay pai lah. It's only til the end of april so, yeahh. Good luck to me with waking up on time, finding the place tomorrow, keying in data entry with excel and may there be friendly colleagues!

2009-04-14T21:22:00.002+08:00
Oh yeah Oh yeah ! I'm finally back to do a proper update on the goings in my life. Just came back from hk and headed back to the east the very next day because of one leadership programme. Was being asked to be the facilitator and im telling you that i'm seriously getting old. They're just secondary two kids but somehow, i just feel as though they're like really small children? I don't know, maybe its just me. The kids were super ROWDY(RAHHHHH), HYPERACTIVE, TALKATIVE, PLAYFUL, VIOLENT and omg just everything towards the negative side. BUTTTT, i find them pretty adorable though. Like afterall, i was once like them? ahaha. Only weird thing was im just not used to such grown ups calling me 'teacher' or 'trainer'.

Dinner @ the new tamp mall was superb. Had my very first kim gary meal and hawa joined us. It was damn pissing that everybody on that table were easteners but i was the only one from west. WTF seriously but the whole time we just kept laughing and this lil girl just couldnt stop staring at our table. With the Nao Jing Shui joke and changing lyrics of "Thats Not My Name" to "That's Not My Socks, That's Our Train, It's not my fault, I saw my friend". ahahahahhaha. Oh wells it doesnt sound as funny when you typed it out but trust me, you'll understand when you hear it for yourself. Got myself a new WEBCAM and Microphone that comes with the big headphones. NOW I DONT FEEL LIKE LEAVING MY HOUSE. This karaoke party game online is driving everybody insane and blowing my mind off totally. I'm freaking hooked and so darn addicted. It's even better than heroine. Swear.

FION, IM WAITING FOR YOU TO COME ONLINE. Your Woman-womanizer, WHOA youre a womanizer is stuck in my head for the whole bloody day. Come fix it, ASAP.

Cause of that, i slept at 3am and got woken by QUEEN MAFIA at 9:15 when im meeting her at 1045. It's WAY TOO EARLY for a morning call lah ! But sigh, what to do when shes the queen righttttttt. What a sad life ive got. Went haji lane to shop around with cheryl as well and im telling you that my tummy is gonna be GONE in 60seconds. I can't stop laughing because she just cant stop her spastic actions. She was like acting distorted at the mrt station?! Walking around with the body parts all going everywhere and i wish i videoed that down. AHAHAH.

Spent the rest of the day in school jogging and gymming. I didnt really gain much weight (thank god for good) but the fats percentage ah..freaking worrying. It's so unfair when i run more than mary but she ends up losing more fats and weight than me. @%#$%$@%$.

It's been so long since i saw soulmate and i know shes missing me real badly. Cmon god, make tomorrow come as soon as possible. Ive got a hunch, it's gonna be fun :D :D :D

2009-04-12T23:29:00.002+08:00

This is the way that we love, like it's forever
then live the rest of our lives but not together.

2009-04-07T21:17:00.003+08:00

If positive thoughts are tonic to us, then how about negative thoughts?

Answer : Toxic.

2009-04-05T20:38:00.005+08:00

HTE BGGIEST LSOER

Ayeee soulmate, i didnt SPELL it out that clearly for my subject k. See how much i love you? i was so bored, i started playing games with her. Started off with UNO but the both of us kept losing to the com (cheaters), played tictactoe next and soulmate completely lost that 2rounds and the last round of reversi. i'm not saying anything but..ahahhaha okay im really not commenting :P :P :P

Spent the day at home sleeping and thank god for that lovely rain..it was awesome. The temp totally cooled my frustrations down. After today i'm even more confirmed that it's impossible for me to go ahead with my further studies. Not anytime soon, not even the near future. Even now as i'm typing this post, he's right beside spitting his bullcraps. Urgh, whatever. I just hate myself for not being smarter, not being more dilligent. Right now i'm just hoping that my resumes will have responses soon so i can quit rotting nuts at home. Thought of it makes me sick, so fucking sick. "I'm not crazy i'm just a little unwell. I know right now, you cant tell but stay around and then you'll see. A different side of me."

I can't believe my fingers are getting so retarded these days and sad to say, it's getting worse. I can't seem to type properly and even texting is causing me alot of problems. I just closed my movie window in which ive already buffered for the last.. 20mins? How dumb! :(

Lets go back to yesterday's game. First time playing at jalan besar stadium and the pitch is really beautiful. Coach was right about the spotlights, it's so bright that i can't even see the ball when it's on mid-air. An experience for ALL of us, especially ZENA & 4LEGS who got whacked on the face by the ball. Young women's team was really cool. They're sponsored from head to bottom by Nike and the opponent's team always has more substitutes than us.
Like seriously, its something that has never change since i joined the team. Second half was a little screwed compared to the first maybe because everybody's getting injured and losing the spirit. Lost the game but as usual, all of us were still laughing and joking away. Something worth blogging about what choy said,

Choy : grace!do you realised after every game, we're celebrating like as though we won?
ME : wellll, that's because we dont judge the scoreline but treasure the process of fighting as a team together!

Soulmate turned up by surprise at the later part of second half and yes lah, i was a LITTLE touched. bwahah! Cabbed back to taman jurong cause i was feeling so weak and hungry. That bitch made me walked all the way to the 154 busstop and end up, missing all the buses. Had to cab back home in the end. I'm refraining from cabs for a month now !

And now i just wana dedicate this short little post to my most beloved, dearest, sweetest, definitely-10times-better-than-jean friend,
(yes its you fa! dont look no further!)

{
I know you were feeling really down yesterday after the game cause of every little thing that happened and maybe of coach's remarks. I understand how hard he has been pushing delia and you but that's only because he saw the leadership potential skills in you. He can be really straightforward in his words but im sure there arent any negative meanings to it. Even a blind can see what kinda player you are and the contributions youve made to the team. You're much better & stronger than this. Remember how you used to make that perfect pass to me and me scoring? How wonderful isn't it ? That can happen as long as you dont give up. We'll do just that the next game after i returned. I WANA SEE YOU SMILING :D
}

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD !

2009-04-04T14:52:00.002+08:00
Ive got this icebox where my heart used to be.

You were my sun
You were my earth
But you didn't know all the ways I loved you, no
So you took a chance and made other plans
But I bet you didn't think that they would come crashing down, no

You don't have to say, what you did,
I already know, I found out from him
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
And don't it make you sad about it

You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me
Why didn't you call me, on the phone
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn to cry,
Cry me a river
Cry me a river
Cry me a river
Cry me a river

I know that they say that somethings are better left unsaid
It wasn't like you only talked to him and you know it
(Don't act like you don't know it)
All of these things people told me
Keep messing with my head
You should've picked honesty then you may not have blown it

You don't have to say, what you did,
I already know, I found out from him
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
And don't it make you sad about it

The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving

Cry me a river(baby, go and just)
Cry me a river(You can go on and just)
Cry me a river (cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river (cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river.

2009-04-03T23:55:00.002+08:00
Although the sun will never shine the same again, I'll always look to a brighter day.

This is coming to the point when im losing all my drive and feel to blog again. On a heavier note, everybody's falling sick and im praying it wont be my turn. Not anytime soon. Was looking at the website of the hotel that im going t stay in hk next week. One word, LUXURIOUS. Whoo and im not kidding! i'm hoping i can use their indoor pool or sth :D

Youtube has become my best friend ever since facebook's quiz lost its appeal. I cant believe the things im seeing or even hearing. They bring out the best and worst of people, seriously. Im speechlessly entertained.

I've had an awesome day. What about you ? :)

2009-04-02T23:38:00.003+08:00
I tried to read between the lines but i'm all wrapped up in confusion. Tell me something that i don't know. Tell me before everything's too late. Or maybe, it already is.

Congrats to soulmate who has been finally approved of going murdoch. Really good to hear that , at least one load off her mind. On the other darker side, i doubt that will ever happen to me. Bank loan..is it even worth taking it? Lord, why haven't you answer my call?

Just came back from jogging to CU. Met the clique at the same time and i cant believe most of them are asking me to buy BAGS. aahhahaha i guess a list of 100items doesn't sound too exaggerating now. I'm so hoping i get to spend my first day there with FIONNNN.
p.s. Fa, the hotel im staying is damn near the workplace of that uncle who wanted t beat us up !
ahahahhahahahhahahah. Maybe round 2 of my jumping acts will be back. "The MUMMY RETURNS". SERIOUSLY !

Third consecutive day that ive been exercising and after tmr's trng it'll be the fourth and sat's game, FIFTH. WHOO. Feels good inc :D

2009-04-02T00:46:00.001+08:00

Don't look back gracey, don't.

2009-03-31T21:45:00.002+08:00

This is the part when the end begins.

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
When you fight so hard but you get stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

I must say that this post is gonna be a pretty fucked up one because that is exactly what yours truly is feeling now. I feel like screaming my heads off but i know it's not enough til the problem's got its soulutions. It's pissing to feel lost all the time and not knowing how to deal with it. Sighhhh. I should have seen it coming faster than what i've expected. I don't like what i'm facing now and i just feel so helpless. But something consoling, i'm not just the only one facing this right now.

And i just dropped my resumes for a few jobs but i bet i wont get any reply. Life's so stressful for every single one living in this society and i'm finally understanding why adults used to complain that earning isn't easy. There's so much more to learn but i'm already feeling so scared. I hate working and my time has finally arrived. I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE. I don't know how long i can still live in denial but clearly not for long anymore.

More and more people are going into SIM and that was one of my choices. At least, you have a bachelor afteralll but i think dad's right. Still, many made it outside without such qualifications and it really has to depend on how attractive you are in skills and not just on papers. Simply put, street smart. I can tell that he has really high expectations on me just that he doesn't push me for it but instead let me fall and discover myself? Sigh, guess i just have to learn it the harder way.

Soulmate and i have been talking and it's sad to know that her parents aren't supportive of the situation shes in now. But hey! You know all they ever wanted is just the best for us and im sure in time to come they'd understand. Dont give up and keep trying alright? Something that's never gonna change ; im with you :)

The fucking driving licence is taking forever to come and the post office actually told me the item has been delivered. Like WTF seriously? Yeah to who i wonder. Tom, Dick or Harry ? Bunch of irritating low efficiency asssheets. They have a hotline but apparently it's ALWAYS busy. With what, thats the question. Prolly issuing fines, dealing with demerit points etc. @%#%#@!$! .

{}{}{}
Father, this is an emergency. Wont you listen please ?

2009-03-29T23:29:00.005+08:00
When the story's coming to an end, how will you write it ?

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything
When I love you, It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay
You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell you something that aint real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay
You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anythingThat your heart don't want to feel

{}{}{}

OTTAWA SERPENT YOU FREAKING BUNCH OF DISGUSTING SHITHEADS. SCREW YOUR BACKSIDES UPSIDE DOWN CAUSE YOU BUGGERS TOTALLY TURNED EVERYBODY ON THE PITCH OFFFFFF . URGHHHHH and i can't seem to get that scene of them spitting outta my head. EWWWW.

oh yeah if youre wondering who they are, it's the soccer team that we just played against. Ly's prolly right, maybe by burping and spitting 10times/min will make us go away cause i swear it's really beyond description. Can you even imagine how bad that was? And i hate people SPITTING. I was so on the verge of puking; thank god i didnt eat anything before the game. And i haven't played against sucha rough team since last year's polite. Okay maybe they were like RP but fuckshit, they belong to the same league. It's so funny when all of us start acting injured and hurt to waste time or even try to be stronger than them ! Only ended up to make ourselves look like silly fools.

It was raining like HELLLL before our game and it kinda got delayed. No warming up time as usual and i played right today. Somehow wing positions suit me but i swear it's tiring. Especially when some disgusting shitholes comes attacking and sliding your leg, pushing your arms and grabbing you when YOU DONT EVEN HAVE THE BALL. URGHH SERIOUSLY. ahahha! but on a lighter note, the game was rly hilarious and classical. Don't worry, i still enjoyed it :D

Soulmate : SOS.

2009-03-28T00:00:00.004+08:00

you answered those questions i never ask .
I'm feeling double lousy after reading what soulmate has wrote. Sorry babe for not being able to lend you my shoulder when u needed me the most. I guess what i can offer is just a mutual understanding and some advices based on what ive been through. You know it's never easy to accept the truth, even tougher to speak it especially when you know it hurts. But then again, who wants to be always kept in the dark? You can run and hide but it's never forever. Somehow or rather, truth has its way of getting across. Deception was never our forte to begin with yeah? i guess we're just victims under unforseen circumstances that swept us off our feets within that split second. Let's hold on together and i believe one day, we'll walk outta that shadow of sadness. Surprisingly, i'm not v tired. Maybe because im already used to having the energy to crap with you online no matter how tired i am. Stop exposing the fact that i will hug my chouchous. It's sth behind the scenes okay. 我真的等你等到我心痛 !

Quick updates : Training was as fun as usual. Played keeper during our own mini game and i swear i'm starting to love this position more and more. Coming to think of it, i started playing soccer with my brother when i was about 5 and i was always the keeper? HAHA. It was only when i met my neighbourhood friends then i started my forward position. Not a bad idea to go back into keeper's life right? Sigh what a pity i've already graduated and i doubt kevin wants me as keeper. Aww gees. Quite sad quite sad. Sunday's game in SP, no more disgusting, muddy, starchy fields.
Oh Oh and ive decided to start loving chocolates and maybe the next 10 years, durian? HAHAHA. I will try, no. I will try my best to start appreciating them. Wish me luck yeah? :)

2009-03-27T12:28:00.004+08:00

HAPPY HAVOC 19TH
FION YAP DE YI.

Thanks for bringing so much craziness into my life.
you've been more than a junior, a really good friend,
in times of good and the very bad (TURBULENCE ).
HAHA. and you got that word stuck in everybody's head
and right now, it's time for our hk theme song.
"OH SING IT TO ME, OH SING IT TO ME"
(p.s. i know youve a school back in sg)
Seriously !

2009-03-26T21:12:00.005+08:00

Dead and Gone,
i'm hardly sleeping these days. Not that i don't want to but the feel just isn't there. I hate this part totally. Sleeping is like my love but i cant feel the love right now. My chouchous are gonna feel so neglected.

Sorry soulmate for leaving you alone at home today! Haven't been sailing for weeks and i really miss the sea. But turned out to be quite another disappointment cause there's like major oil spillage in the waters and it's so freaking gross. Sailing session turned out to be some rowing exercise because there wasnt any wind for the start. I got so bored and crazy, i started singing oasis songs to mary and pretended that i was them and was having a concert. ahahahah.

Canoed awhile as well and i certainly hope i manage to burn some disgusting fats off. Fell off the ram while recovering and i drank a mouthful of those DIRTY SEAWATER. And mary even burst out laughing :/ ahahah. but what an experience. My first time falling off after 3yrs of sailing at pm. Not bad for some consolation i guess..

Mary's cousin got her this bio essence cream that tones and firms your body. Looks really tempting and maybe this could be the additional help besides working out to help me get rid of my tummy. Should i or should i not?

{
I know, it hurts to hear the truth.
Well, maybe I was never meant to be with you.
And I cannot replace the tears of disgrace that runs for you.
Cause running from the truth is what you do.
}

2009-03-25T19:01:00.003+08:00

ECP + MARINA BARRAGE + MT FABER
-NS 9238
Serious DRIVER !

Best Buds for LIFE.

ACBC .
(jean, ask me abt it)

Spasm at the back :P

the Kite!

fashion variation :D

that was the highest it could go?

Fa : am i preettttyyy ?

come fa, lets run away from jean!

Fion jie jie :D

Ecp lovers.

juuummpppp !

:))

Famous Five .

Obscene !

the colourful ones at night .

yoga !

this is quite funny.

oh dear..where are the owners?

TADA!

they just love the water there.

Rawrr. Street fighters!

ahhhhh! Murder !

the girl with 4legs, FION.
Seriously!

Liverpool Wives.

Bimbo craze`

when we laugh or go crazy, its together.

dont look back in anger .

Crazy bitch that couldnt stop speeding around the corners.

the very scared passenger but cldnt stop camwhoring either.

Who's sexy toes are toes? :D:D:D

view @ the peak.

our first trip t Mt Faber tgt .

Camwhore warriors !

united we stand,

that's when photography comes in.
Nice bag soulmate!

the-very-hungry m a r c h :)

she was digging her nose!

March's impression of a kissable lips?

i made her look so much nicer instead .
3 + 1extra !

p.s. Quit playing games with my heart.

2009-03-23T21:59:00.002+08:00

fion. says: eh grace ah

fion. says: this qns ah is driving me insane

fion. says: This is a 5th grade math problem. If you can open the spreadsheet,you'll see it's a very small list of people who have gotten the correctnumber.This is not a trick question (so don't say that a bus doesn't havelegs). This is a real math problem and everything you need to answer itis in the following:

There are 7 girls in a bus.
Each girl has 7 backpacks.
In each backpack, there are 7 big cats.
For every big cat there are 7 little cats.

Question: How many legs are there in the bus?

(The number of legs is the password to unlock the Excel sheet.If you open it, add your name, save it and send it on to see who elsecan unlock it.)

♥ Gracey Kelsey says:AHAHAH U WAIT
♥ Gracey Kelsey says:gimmie 10mins t read
fion. says:kk.
♥ Gracey Kelsey says:the small cat is inside the big cat? so which means..no legs right!
fion. says:idk leh
♥ Gracey Kelsey says:walaoehs
♥ Gracey Kelsey says:trick is there lor
fion. says:hmmmmmmmmm..so dont count the little cats?
♥ Gracey Kelsey says:AHAHHAHA
♥ Gracey Kelsey says:i think dont count
fion. says:no leh
fion. says:AIYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
fion. says:HEADACHE AH
♥ Gracey Kelsey says:ahahhaah
♥ Gracey Kelsey says: wads e ans?
fion. says: IDK
fion. says: THATS THE PART THATS DRIVIN ME CRAZY
♥ Gracey Kelsey says:u take calculator ah
fion. says: ok.
♥ Gracey Kelsey says: 7 x 4 + ( 7 x 28)
fion. says: 224
♥ Gracey Kelsey says: thats the ans w/o small cats' legs
♥ Gracey Kelsey says: if with small cats..
♥ Gracey Kelsey says: just take 7 x 4 + ( 7 x (28+28))
fion. says:wrng leh
fion. says: then the girl's leg leh
♥ Gracey Kelsey says: it's the first 7 x 4 what..
fion. says: girls have 2 legs grace.
♥ Gracey Kelsey says: AHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA

This was what i needed exactly. A stupid mistake to brighten up my day. BUT FION, SERIOUSLY ! What the heck was i thinking man. shitaology.

2009-03-21T12:27:00.006+08:00

> It's just emotions taking me over

Run - Leona Lewis

Watery eyes with tears difficulty comin out
Holding your breath to stop the suffocation.
Each heart beat causes exhaustion.
You feel like your head is on the ground yet the Mind’s miles away.
Blank face makes impassive expression.
Seeing the world around even when you know your eyes are closed.
You are alive but it feels like you’re six-feet under.
Stomach stirring up, breaking all the nerves around.
Blood run miles per second, heart pounding a million times faster.
Soul’s in comatose, brain’s dead.
A feeling of bloodless wounds.; extreme pain yet no incision, no laseration.
Air goes by a hole in the chest with NO medical explanation, existent since ancient times.
Wishing you were dead but life goes on.

SOULMATE <3
I found myself a soulmate when i was almost crashing into the pavements. She picked me up when i was all alone and she has always been there despite all the ups and downs. We've been through 3years of obstacles and im really glad that god gave us this chance of getting to know one another. Hey jean, i've given you countless nicknames but i guess this name shall be solely entitled to only you and that is SOULMATE. You shall be the one and only soulmate in this life of mine and i'm sure you wont let me down. Though you drive me crazy all the time, we both enjoyed each other's company alot. Thanks for being there when i really needed someone and writing that SO-NOT-YOU post. Well i guess im not being myself here as well but YOU GET THE POINT. Happy working on monday, please do not be rowdy.

I LOVE YOU TOO ZHANG XIAN SHENG :)

2009-03-20T12:55:00.003+08:00
The Mockery Harmony;

I couldn't find any best way to describe how i was feeling but i found this picture. It definitely paints more than a thousand words to what's going through inside me. I've had my highest high and it's finally going down. Maybe it's still not the lowest but it's enough to make me lose my appetite, my sleep, my drive..my mind. Can't believe how fast and impactful these transitions can get sometimes. I'm totally speechless and i must say that im defeated once again. Perhaps this time it's a little different and that is, ive lost really badly. It's like ive been running in circles, frantically searching for a way out in this huge forest of love. When the wind blows, the leaves on the trees sing in tune, the mockery harmony. As the chrous gets near, i feel the breeze brushing across my disfigured face causing that unbearable throbbing pain in the heart. Everything you ever said to me comes knocking me down, making every breathing even harder and every footstep even heavier. Im all bruised due to the constant falling and tripping over broken branches and i bleed just to know i'm alive.

{
I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why?All the possibilities...
I'm sure you've heard.
Well, I was wrong.
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Pain, make your way to me.
And I'll always be just so inviting.

That's what you get when you let your heart wins.
}

2009-03-20T01:20:00.002+08:00

AAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Somebody save me before i die of laughing please. SERIOUSLY ! WHAT THE HELLLLLL.

"When i grow up, i wana be famous
i wana be a star, i wana be in movies"

2009-03-19T00:30:00.014+08:00
Random suggestion by joo to go fishing at night and so i met up with them after soccer. So much for the meeting up @ 7 cause everybody was late and ended up starting to fish up about..10pm?
AHAHAHA. Mary was still bullshitting about fishes coming out at night that's why we're fishing at such hour.

Weather was freaking hot and sadly there weren't any sea breeze. Freakshit seriously. So the whole fishing ended about 1plus2 with nothing caught! CONGRATULATIONS SAILORS. ahhahahahha. Another experience gained by far. Fishing is seriously not easy lah(though it may seem so). Urgh, whatever. Maybe its just me? DEFINITELY NOT MY CUP OF TEA.

Off to simpang bedok for supper and had PLASTER :D. Was definitely nice catching up with them again and now..next stop, BAKING @ CHOW'S PLACE.

Credits : GRACE PHANG FANG FANG

uhhhh? wth ?

The Bored One.

The Cheeky One.

The EMO One.

Busy learning :P

The VERY-HUNGRY-ONE.

The PRO One.

kiantat ! your head too big again. ahhahah.

2009-03-18T02:24:00.001+08:00

AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA FUCK SIAL !

2009-03-17T00:38:00.000+08:00

Sports Tour 2009
@ Hong Kong

for you, jean.

Best Roommate EVER.
love you jesse!

Delia and ly !

streets in hk.

our very heavy bags.

CHOY the extremely vain one ! :D

MISS SCANDALOUS

nice candid!
szy, personal assistant :D

willy the tour guide.

@ Republic's Bay

Jackie chan's apartment is somewhere up there.

Holy Place.

sassy! dont touch there!

They say if u cross this bridge, ur life is extended by 3 yrs.

OMG ! FLIRTING?!

yeah. chanting is good.

REACH OUT FOR THE STARS!

Dont kick me lah!

We went mad during the trip.

under my umbrellaa
aye aye aye!

the view @ Victoria's Peak.

told ya !

she was worse, of course.

Her aunt came and she went cranky!

GOODBYE HONGKONG !
WE LOVE YOU :D

2009-03-16T21:52:00.009+08:00

What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Disappointment
You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Looked down on
Being Alone
Commitment
Losing Someone
Where Your life is Going
Death
What is your True Fear?
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz
Im pretty amazed by these quizes, like just by asking some questions and they can determine if it's this or that. Like seriously cool ! My blog is kinda dead for almost a week now without any proper updates so nowwww, i shall do a lengthy update of my hk trip!

The whole fun kicked off when sassy and i stayed over at sheena's place. All along we've been teasing about her staying in the changi prison but never did it cross my mind that her house would be so beautiful. Sassy's dad fetched us there and good gracious her house is like number 58 along mariam walk ; each house is like so HUGE and everyday she has to walk in and out along that stretch of scary road. It's no wonder sheena's so skinny. The last time i ever been to sucha big house was potato's. It's a pity that potato's no longer in the team but oh wells..memories it shall stay as.

Sheen's dad was so hip and in. She had this karoke room and a quite spacious room with nothing but a mahjong table. HOW TEMPTING RIGHT. But we couldn't play, of course :/
She even had this cooler just for wines and a bar area for alcohol. The dad just kept tempting me but all i could do was just CONTROL. ahahahah. We spent the night singing so many many songs and the microphones seemed fine only when the dad was singing. AHAH!
But realisation, sassy and sheena can sing pretty well :))

Woke up an hour later and everybody was already at the airport besides us. First time checking in after so long and our bags were like weighing from 6kg-10kg. On average was abt 7 per person? The whole place was filled with SP people, not to mention we were the noisest bunch. Was pretty pleased that fion was seating beside me! At least, theres somebody to crap with. AND I SERIOUSLY THANK GOD FOR FION.

FIRST DAY
Our flight met with some turbulence upon reaching hk and totally scare the shit outta me. As far as i remembered the last time i ever met with a turbulence was like primary 2 or 3. The memory was like abit vague and blurred? Didn't pay much attention to it until it really went UP & DOWN, LEFT & RIGHT. Oh my gees i swear my heart was pumping so hard u could see the thumpings on my chest. It almost dropped to my womb when the last fall hit. I held fion's arms so tight and i know, everybody knows i was scared.

Got up the coach and headed off to our hotel. Can't believe their speed limit along the highway was 110! Our hotel was quite nice actually. 4stars and we got rooms beside one another. Best thing was jesse shared the same room as me and we seriously went insane singing pcd's songs. First day was spent shopping @ i cant remember where ! Omg shit. I think it was Mongkok? ahahahah. Their trains were pretty nice lah, just very crowded like in sg. The girls split up after a while and they seriously spent the whole day in one same shopping mall and they still weren't done. I went with fa, fion and nawa to roam around other streets and we ended up at this really chaotic street with tons of sport outlets. So the 4 of us went from nike to adidas to nike and back to adidas. Jerseys, jackets, boots, shorts, shirts were like all cheaper than sg?! BUT, the smallest size was M? Urghhh. Pissing sial and so i ended up being the only one who didnt shop.

Dinner was supposed to be at this halal paradise called, chungking mansion. That place was filled with hindus, muslims, half indians, half muslims and 1 pathetic hk security guard. So when the bunch of us entered it was pretty much of a centre of attraction. Everybody just kept staring our way with that pyschotic look. Then we were surrounded with lotsa namecards and food places til choy got so scared they wanted to leave. So we bought the food and took a cab back. HK cabs are seriously cool shit. It may look like the ones in sg on the outside but HELL, ITS AUTOMATIC. And the coolest part is the gear was at the side, and the front can actually sit 3 people including the driver. How awesome isn't it? Plus it wasnt expensive at all.

Few of us went out shortly after to go get desserts and there were quite a few places serving even after 10pm. How hardworking. Cause of the language barrier, we acted like as though we were mute. Kept pointing at the pictures to order but their desserts are FABULOUS. Esp the glutinous rice balls & MANGO Delights. Mama mia! :D

Night was exceptionally fun for everybody because of the room callings and wrestling! We weren't in our rooms most of the time and fion's room was constantly flooded with our noises. Von was busy stealing pillows and toothbrush and jesse was busy fighting. And i was busy protecting my chouchou. In the midst of all these, Fa was busy sleeping. HAHAHA PIG sial.
On the first night of the hk trip, Jesse and i got locked out of our room. HOW DUMB. ahahahah but it was some experience though.

Second Day
Woke about 8 for buffet breakfast at the hotel and it was quite alright? Food wasnt so bad but we couldn't finish. So somebody started the idea of playing "I Never" and who ever loses has to eat. It was a really efficient game that left all of us feeling more full than ever. Went park lane which was nearby our hotel to shop and finally bought sth! Walked around and found this place that serves really tasty mango desserts that left all of us melting for more. ahahha. Went back around 3plus for some rest in the hotel and prepared ourselves for the match @ night. The weather was freezingly cold and all of us were merely wearing our jersey shorts. Freezed throughout the game and jesse's face turned green.

Played goalkeeper for the first time in my life during a match and it was just so awesome. We lost 1-0 but i thought the scoreline was pretty fantastic. Everybody was thinking of getting thrashed of at least 10-0 or even more. They're seriously, good. But maybe luck just wasnt on their side? Cause they hit the poles several times! Lol .

Had their wanton mee for dinner and it's true that their wantons are twice the size of sg's. Sigh, are sg like so small that their food has to be served in smaller portions too? I really wonder. Supposed to play charades but ended up watching discovery channel in my room. The show was called," I Shouldn't Be Alive" and it got all of us so hookd on it. Couldn't really sleep that night and i had a super horrible dream. DREAMT THAT MY DAD GOT A MISTRESS!

Third Day
I couldn't wake up! Have been the last to wake for all 3 days and this time was worse. Jesse was literally taupok-ing me cause i really couldn't get outta bed. Had the same buffet breakfast and jesse even packet some hashbrowns back to our hotel room. HAHA! Had a mini break before city tour with the whole group of students. Went Victoria's peak, Republic Bay(jackie chan's place) and Ladies market!

Took alot of pictures that day and it was the day of bargaining and tons of laughters and madness going on. Was also the day Fion and i got a theme song and the day fa and i almost got beaten up by the hk uncle. AHAHAHA. Details shall be confidential.

Night time was the best. Why? Because we went pubbing! HK pubs allowed smoking so the environment wasnt very nice lah. But hell, everybody enjoyed anw. Watched liverpool vs Man Utd and the match was damn interesting cause Man Utd got thrashed at home! Best part was Mr Andrew(our team manager) treating us drinks and going with us. Cool scene!
Went back to the hotel and played charades. Was freaking funny esp when jesse tried to act out the word 'ryan'. Overall, MY GROUP WON. muahahahaha.

LAST DAY (DAMN SAD)
I couldnt wake up again, No should say, i DIDNT want to wake up. ahahahaha. I miss the hotel so much i came back to bathe after our dimsum breakfast. It was damn oily and salty but was okay lah. Just that the service attitude was horrible.

Packed our bags and choy's bag was the HEAVIEST! Hers was like easily over 13kg? Hotel's tv was showing my favourite christmas show, "jingle all the way" and it was so nice. Then we checked out only to realise that jesse left her camera in the room. So we went back and after finding her cam, we camwhored :D To celebrate that she found her camera. ahahahha.
At the same time, von left her phone in the room too. I THINK THE SOCCERETTES ARE TOO RICH. On average everyone spent like 400? ahahah!

Went to this shopping mall where they had all the factory outlets and did our very last shopping. Went to the hk airport and we were so caught up with their disney shop, we lost track of time. Totally forgot that the boarding gate closes at 6.55 and by the time we realised we only had like 10mins to rush there. Btw, the airport was freaking huge! So it got everybody panicking and worse was some of them were still buying food ! But thank god, we managed to get up the plane and off we went to singapore.

Had some bumpy rides along the way but at least there wasnt anymore turbulence. HENG AH. ahaahha. But i know nobody else enjoyed the ride more than my beloved one. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

We had joy, We had Fun
We had seasons in the sun.
United we stand,
Divided we fall.
<3>

2009-03-12T00:29:00.004+08:00

It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you.

Yet another day has passed and plans went on well ! Went to 'sunshine plaza' (sth really really new to me) and had ice cream! M ordered her strawberry cheesecake w cornflakes and i had lychee w honey stars! Everything was great. Bused to queensway and met the bitches. It's been four days since i saw jean and sadly, she still haven't change. I doubt she'd ever anyway. BITCHYYYY. Shopping for trackpants was pretty funny with fa and her inappropriate sizes! Got me laughing for quite some time. On e way home was torturous cause jean just wouldn't let me off with her singing.

I can't believe i was still mobtv-ing and busy clearing up my facebook bowling challenge requests. Out of 3 requests from jean, i won....only one. HAHAHA. Well that's because im nice to give in lor :P. Its time to leave house for hongkong now. MARY, IM LEAVING OHRAYDAE.
BYE BYE SINGAPORE :D

i'll be there when e stars dont shine
i'll be there when e songs dont rhyme
i'll be there when ur life isn't fine
i'll be there till the end of time.

This is your must-NOT-do list :
~~Late nights~~
~~Irregular meals~~
~~Insufficient Rest~~
~~Too much intake of GreenTea~~

Take good care, love !
psst. Do listen more t the national anthem.
:))

Nyonya! This is the first time im leaving you for 4 straight days.
I know it isn't long but i believe its enough to make the heart
grow a lil fonder? AHA! Don't start going 'yucks, disgusting' and start to appreciate.
Stop going out to pangsai and spend more time @ home lah. Be a good girl and
dont make me worry anymore. It's a break for Fa & me!
Right now my head just keeps replaying...
"我的心真的受伤了"

//YOU-KNOW-WHYY.

2009-03-10T22:22:00.003+08:00

They say in Heaven, Love Comes First.

As promised to blog about tim's conversation with me yesterday. I changed my personal message to "the tau sa piak affair" and this was what happened..

timmisauras RAWRS. says: tau sa pia also can have affair??
Gracey Kelsey says: ahahahhaha! yes yes!
timmisauras RAWRS. says: how??
Gracey Kelsey says: uhhhhh tau sa piak goes and find ham chim peng for sex? AHAHA!
timmisauras RAWRS. says: come out = ? tau sa peng??
Gracey Kelsey says: HAHAHAHHAHAH ending = unknown!
timmisauras RAWRS. says: scully ending is char siew bao?
Gracey Kelsey says: just when that happens, char siew bao comes into the pict ahahahhah!!!
timmisauras RAWRS. says: rofl?
Gracey Kelsey says: then xiaolong bao got angry..
timmisauras RAWRS. says: same thinking!!!!! then lian rong bao the fillings turn sour?
Gracey Kelsey says: and become mantou! NO FEELING hahahahhaa
timmisauras RAWRS. says: ROFL LAME SIAS U!
Gracey Kelsey says: aye now change alr is FOTCL. falling off the chair laughing HAHAHA!

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Both yesterday and today have been spent with the special one and of course, it was more than enjoyable. Catched mall cop today and although i fell asleep again, i know the show was funny. I was laughing actually but just that my bed was more comfortable? ahah! It's time to start packing my bag for hk but teevee dramas are damn addictive. sighhh. HOWWW?

Nevermind, shall seek my mini therapy tomorrow. Ice cream with the special one ! :D

2009-03-09T14:06:00.005+08:00

Happy Belated B. March!
(i know this seems pretty late but better than never !)
Had a celebration with her clique @ dhobby's Astons. Was a really last minute decision over mahjong session with Jean, fk and jw. Although im really not proud to say this but ive nothing to hide ; the biggest LOSER goes to me again. SIGHHS. Damn sian. They say mahjong is like 80% luck and 20% skills so, if the problem doesnt lies with the luck..then it must be the skills! HINT : I got the wrong teacher to teach ! (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE). ahahahhahaha. Then we got really curious on how the new train stations looked like and we had a loop back! Fk and i agreed that from pioneer to jookoon really feels like yewtee to kranji. Well, they all looked the same lah. Tracks, roads, industries, trees :/
Reached Aston's about close to an hour late and that nyonya babi immediately said, "grace lah! so slowwww."
If only she took part in the guiness world records', she would have gotten the BIGGEST LIAR award. Whole dinner was damn crappy. I finally got to really see how sookfung talks and it's so different from my impression of her. Dont get me wrong, it's nothing bad. As well as audrey, and i finally got to see linda again! Miss her shouting my name in school and my dearest KAYMIN whom ive to pangseh for herstory :((
Overall, Great dinner, nice atmostphere, wonderful people and i believe march enjoyed the most? (cause she was sitting beside me)

Bumped into daryl and nikki as well. AND NIC YOU BETTER STOP DRINKING OR UR LIVERSWOULD BE ON FIRE.

Thanks to jol who treated ALL of us dinner and taught me cantonese. I know that jean is a DAI-FEI-JU now. ahahaahahah. Plans after were supposed to be Fbar/Timbre/Alps Cafe but in the end..everybody had coffee at tcc instead. Girls are girls afterall lah. Sookfung's younger brother was nearby having some wedding dinner and was very nice to send some of us home. On the way back was some super hilarious playback of miscommunications..

Me : Wa! The car in front has television inside!
Sf : No lah, We don't have a tv inside our car. The older car last time have.
Me : Hmm? No but the car in front really have.
Sf : No..Really really dont have lah. We dont have.

AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA. All along sf thought i was referring to her car and she was so confident with her answers. Then the recalling of jean and my classic miscomm topic, "the oven and it's cupcakes".
The bunch of really funny crazy people.

My new friend, audreyy who stays in bukit panjang!

ENSTYLE PARTNERS
what happened to enstyleeeee ?

M.J.J

THE WII GIRL !

That's sookfung on the left!
HAHAHAHAHAH.

kay : ayee i tell u i wana take pict on the right hor.

Jol : you dare to be on the right?!

Conclusion : Kay lost. (lefty)
:)

March is so fairrrrr!

Quite nice quite nice !

:D :D :D

:D:D:D:D

NYONYA :D

The artist and the FAN.

so lovinggg... :'(

hungry man is an angry man!

SP RULES!
wheres kay?!

There she is :D
stupid tongue :/

Sepia toned :)

Part time lovers?
nah, jol dont have such bad taste.

2009-03-08T12:45:00.005+08:00

Happy International Woman's Day (IWD)
woman = wu men = 5 men! (Girlpower)
IWD is marked on March 8 every year and its a major day of global celebration for the economic, political and social achievements of women. SO FELLAS, tell your lady she's the one ! I think life would seriously suck without women because..

1) Straight guys would have to masturbate ALL the time.
2) There'll be no housewives.
3) There will be nothing for guys to look at.
4) Lesser shopping/fashion sense in this world.
5) Nobody to bargain at wet markets.

and the list goes on and on..
Well, it's a sunday and apparently, i should be at west coast sailing now but im not. SORRY SAILORS FOR NOT GOING. I REALLY DIDNT MEAN TO NOT GO. SORRY LULU, SORRY MARY. Damn sad cause ben asked us over to his granny's place for...LAKSA! omgggggg. My heart is breaking :(. I miss going out with the sailors , i promise that i'll find time when im back from hk!
Dad pissed me off early morning. Kept bugging me for this and that since 9am? Omg i freaking slept at 1plus lah. It's been some time since he did that and i swear he was doing on purpose. It's like so damn obvious he's upset about me having late nights and now he's finally getting back. But uh uh, im not gonna fall for his trick but ive to admit i was damn grouchy. I even closed the cab's door on my own ankle (morning blurrness + grouchyness).
The weather today's like BURNING and Ive totally no feel to nap.
To-Do-List :
-Mob 3eps of my 9pm drama
-Watch Marley & Me
-Submit sem results to NTU
-Jog at the new park opp jp
-Not talk more than 50sentences with the dad ! >.<

2009-03-06T22:03:00.002+08:00

If you plant honesty, you will reap trust.
If you plant goodness, you will reap friends.
If you plant humility, you will reap greatness.

If you plant perseverance, you will reap victory.
If you plant consideration, you will reap harmony.
If you plant hard work, you will reap success.
If you plant forgiveness, you will reap reconciliation.
If you plant openness, you will reap intimacy.

If you plant patience, you will reap improvements.
If you plant faith, you will reap miracles.
Fyp's finally over! Cant believe rosa commented us on the fact that we can talk! ahahaha. What a strength that we all have in common. We were supposed to burn three CDs with Cd labels on it but we didnt have the time to buy and all of us were just so lazy ! With god's blessing, we managed to convince them to not have the labels and the whole process was darn funny. Rosa even mentioned to treat her lunch upon getting our first pay.

This post is edited specially for my dearest nyonya babi who's forever getting her facts wrong !
She blogged about the class chalet we had and she mentioned about our chalet's name..

j e a n n a says:
i just blogged finish .
omg, miss chalet like mad now
♥ Gracey Kelsey says:
ahhahhaha
miss my chouchou ?
j e a n n a says:
NO!
i wanna throw it away
♥ Gracey Kelsey says:
AHHHAHAHAHHA SIMI GARDENIA?!?!?!
YOU THINK BUYING BREAD AH
j e a n n a says:
really lah .
♥ Gracey Kelsey says:
its GARCINIA
not gardenia
ahahhahhahha
STUPID SIALLLL
j e a n n a says:
JHAHHAHAHHAHAAHAH!
FINE LAH!
i changed alr
♥ Gracey Kelsey says:
ahahahhahahaahahhahahahha
omgracious. stop being sucha bitch will you !
j e a n n a says:
how i know right!
as though i wil keep reading the GARCINIA WORD LIKE THAT!
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sighs! im so worried for her lah. Made mistakes yet still finding excuses to cover up. It's gettign so worrying. HOWWWWWWW ?

2009-03-05T00:20:00.000+08:00

CLASS CHALET '09
@ Aloha Loyang :))
2nd March - 4th March
Surroundings;

the pool that's just outside our place.

looks cool isnt it?

WE LOVE PLAYING WATER.

Water captain's ball !

YAY ! i got it :D

120% Retardness .

God of Gamblers.
From left clockwise: xunxun-mimi, pongpong, ang gang kia, dua pai kia !

:))

YOU FEEL THE LOVEEEEE ?

TRIOS UNITED.

Couple of year 2008/9

DICT 3A21

the three musketeers ?!

Gay Love :P

Serious BBQ Business !

unlike the eyepower queen...

LOOK AT JUSTIN!
WHEE! our graduating certs :D :D
Wild wild west, oh what a big breast !

PEACE LOVERS .
ANG-ORH KIAs.

He played wrestling throughout the night with me :(

AHHHHHH M18 !

RAHHHHHH. rowdiness.

hee.

one is good, two is wonderful, three is awesome and four...
is just enough !
(we're irreplacable)

the guy who planned almost everything!
thanks for making this outing possible & singing for us
even when you lost your voice.
"Say It Again For Me"
There's too many pictures to be posted. More can be seen on my facebook though. GRACE IS VERY HAPPY TONIGHT CAUSE SHE FINALLY TAGGED PHOTOS ON FACEBOOK. muahahaha. It's not that difficult though just that ive been far too lazy. So now it's finally my turn to flood people's mailboxes with facebook's notifications. SORRY YO but you guys will love it :)

That marks the end of our class chalet. Pretty saddening but i know we'll still be keeping in touch for as long as we can. Things aren't just gonna stop there, right ? More outings ahead i guess! Picnics, Sentosa, Sports day II and house visiting for guitar heroes :D. Glad everybody had their share of fun and quality time bonding together.

I miss lectures and tutorials. HOWWWW ?

2009-03-02T00:17:00.003+08:00
Updates! I don't know where to start. Life's been pretty happening for me ever since exams were over. Finally got to sail last weekend and the weather is S-I-C-K-E-N-I-N-G. Everybody just predicted the weather wrongly and all of us got freaking burnt! Tat came up with this super funny idea of taking BIG HEAD shots and everybody had a solo one. But the day started off with mary and her breast spilling milk ! We laughed for quite a while, seriously. And because the wind was pmsing, we recovered early and headed to clementi for FOOD. That's when the crazy rain started pouring and all of us had to run to the shelter that links back to the station. That few mins of run was just simply retarded and i swear everybody was laughing at us. Super embarrasing lahhh!

and im still laughing upon seeing this. AHHAHAH.

he's just a poor vegie boyyyyy.
daryl, le zhou simi !
arbishhh. whee! mary's partially blind.

THE-BIG-HEADEDs !

apparently the focus wasnt on the wound but the hairs :/
(i still find my hairs VERY SEXY)

2009-03-01T18:04:00.001+08:00

DBL O BORINGGGGG.

Yes, that was the photo album title's name which mary named. Dumb but very true! The whole music sucked and i really had the urge to go up to the DJ and complain. We kept going to Old bar cause the band there was good. That lead singer's voice was pretty unique and she got me addicted back to the song, 'love me' by colin raye. Cause it was so boring, we headed off to macs for some coffee and headed home. I couldn't stop complaining on the way back and now, it's making me miss phuture really LOTS. COME ON CHERYL, LETS GO SOON.

the crazy three at hk cafe !

My candid collection :D

2009-02-27T21:13:00.000+08:00

When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there for you to see,
just think of all the fun we had and the love we share.
Even if it's for a while, trust me hon, it's worth the mile.
So when tomorrow starts without me, don't think we're far apart.
For every time you think of me, I'm right there..
in your heart.

2009-02-26T23:11:00.003+08:00

I can't get your smile out of my mind
I think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful but you don't even try
Modesty is just so hard to find

Now I'm speechless over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again.

Watched "he's just not that into you" and i didnt sleep! Which means, this show was pretty good. A really funny and romantic comedy that kept me laughing 3/4 throughout the whole time. Time just passes so fast and while i was in the midst of laughing, i realised that it's just another day closer to SAT. Gosh, and now i must start planning activities from day1-day8 to keep myself preoccupy. So that i wont die of missing _____ .

Soccer Fiesta tomorrow ! Quite excited though afterall it's the first time organising such events. Hopefully things go on smoothly and i'm gonna make sure everybody have some kickass FUN. DoubleO party at night, JUST DANCE, SPIN THAT RECORD BABE :D

2009-02-25T12:08:00.000+08:00
ITS BEEN SUCHA LONG TIME SINCE I BLOGGED AND THIS POST SHALL BE IN CAPS. FINAL SEMESTER'S EXAMS ARE LIKE FINALLY OVER BUT THERE GOES MUGGING TILL MIDNIGHT WITH THE BITCHES AGAIN. SAD SAD SAD.

IT'S LIKE JUST YESTERDAY WHEN I FIRST ENTERED POLY, JUST YESTERDAY WHEN I FIRST EXCHANGED CONTACTS WITH BABITEO & THAT WAS MY FIRST ARROGANT IMPRESSION THAT I PUT ON OTHER PEOPLE. IVE SAID MANY TIMES BEFORE AND IM STILL GOING TO SAY IT, POLY LIFE IS BY FAR THE BESTEST BEST DAYS OF MY ENTIRE EDUCATION LIFE. I BROADEN UP MY CIRCLE OF FRIENDS BY 10TIMES, INCREASE MY KNOWLEDGE BY 20TIMES AND OF COURSE, I GOT THE MOST NUMBER OF LICENCES DURING THESE THREE YEARS.

THOUGH THERE'RE UPS AND DOWNS BUT IT'S UNAVOIDABLE. IM SO GONNA MISS THE DAYS OF BITCHING IN THE CLUBROOM WITH THE SAILORS. GOING FOR PT AND COMING BACK ALL SWEATY AND SMELLY. SLEEPING, EATING IN THE CLUBROOM AND GETTING CAUGHT BY MR KWOK.

IM GONNA MISS GOING BOWLING AT GUILD HOUSE DURING OUR 2HRS BREAK AND BRINGING FOOD INTO CLASS AND IRRITATING THE LECTURERS TILL MAX. IM GONNA MISS MY ALL THE CISCO IP PHONES, SWITCHES, ROUTERS, CABLES AND MAYBE A LIL OF FIREWALL.

RIGHT NOW, I GUESS WE'RE ALL JUST LOOKING FORWARD TO NOTHING BUT CHALET ! I PROMISE THAT IM GOING TO PLAY, LAUGH, SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT WITH EVERYBODY.

2009-02-19T00:00:00.004+08:00

MIND BLOWERS
:D :D :D :D :D

DICT 3A21 SPORT'S DAY was absolutely fantastic! Really sweat our hearts out like pigs. Played badminton first and i was the supplier for shuttlecock! That tube of sc has been in my house since sec two ? hahahahahha but that's not the point lah. Point is JEANNA HAS A SERIOUS PROBLEM OF HAND, LEGS, EYES COORDINATION! omg and i was teamed with her as NOOB. Pretty obvious, we lost ! ahahahah but was fun lah.

Street soccer was.. woots ! Just can't get any better. Especially when im the striker and jean's the goalkeeper! ahahahahha. okay lah, dont be so bad. JEAN! At least you overcome your ballphobia. Quite proud of you lah huhhhhh.
LAST PAPER NEXT TUESDAY ! 2 words - cant wait ! ahahahha. It's not even over but everybody is like planning the after activities ! Chalets, parties, overseas and more outings !
Thought of it just makes me really excited. But, firewall... is damn turnoff.

and now i just feel like asking...
"MUTHU AH MUTHU, PAPER EASY NOT. DONT CHEAT MY FEELINGS OF BEING OPEN BOOK AGAIN K?"

2009-02-16T02:33:00.002+08:00

@ TIMBRE'S

Great valentine's even though exams are around the corner. I thought the live band was good too :) And now it's just another nightmare/terror having to wake up. Bcomm is stressing me out totally. Theory and calculation is just ohmygoodness. Should have just went out and study instead of staying home? The weather's driving me mad and everyone just seem to cant wait for this month to be over. AM GLAD IM NOT THE ONLY ONE. I'm so lazy to study already but i cant seem to sleep. What a mixture of feelings at this earthly hour seriously. Hope intensive mugging tomorrow with the unreliable-source produces better results. I still have one more chapter to go. SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

okay, im feeling better now.

2009-02-14T00:00:00.001+08:00

H A P P Y V A L E N T I N E ' S
<3

2009-02-12T22:27:00.005+08:00

Never comment that your lover is fat/short because
true love, doesn't weighs or measures :))

CSW - Checked
Bcomm PBIL - Checked
Driving Test - Checked
IPTEL Exam - Checked

:D :D :D

BABITEO, thanks for always being there (APPRECIATE!)
&
NANNY, thanks for making my day :)

2009-02-09T20:48:00.003+08:00

MY HIGHLIGHTER GOT STOLEN & I DONT KNOW
WHO THE HELL STOLE IT. RAHHHH!
(whoever that did that, shame on you)
ITS TIME TO SPEND ON STATIONERY.

2009-02-04T23:37:00.000+08:00
Updates! I don't know where to start. Life's been pretty happening for me ever since exams are over. Finally got to sail last weekend and the weather is S-I-C-K-E-N-I-N-G. Everybody just predicted the weather wrongly and all of us got freaking burnt! Tat came up with this super funny idea of taking BIG HEAD shots and everybody had a solo one. But the day started off with mary and her breast spilling milk ! We laughed for quite a while, seriously. Wasn't windy at all and we all agreed the wind was pmsing. So we recovered and went clementi for FOOD. That's when it freaking rained like mad. All of us were like running under the rain and that scene was just damn retarded. Thankfully nobody wore SP shirt or it's gonna be damn embarrassing!

apparently, the focus isnt the injury but the hairs :/
and now it stills makes me laugh. ahahahha.

i swear yijin became very MAN.

Daryl, le zhuo simi !

He's just a poor vegie boyyyy.
arbish ! mary's partially blind now. whee!

THE-BIG HEADEDs !

2009-02-03T23:16:00.010+08:00

OLD SCHOOL FEVER
-the story unfolds.

Fa's idea to fake attentive.

jean has a serious tongue disorder syndrome.

Bimbos at Haji.

Till nyonya do us part !

Jean's horrible haircut ! hahah!

Slim-fit @ T16.

1B21 girls :)

"NAHBEH EXCUSE ME LAH"
-fuck sial .
see! proven !
MISS POUTS :D

And very soon, all of us are gonna graduate.
Many things have changed but one thing for sure, the memories stays
and nobody can ever take it away.

2009-02-02T00:25:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAN WENTING !

Gathering @ my place was a success. As usual, az came the earliest and we had a lil short mini catching up :). Whole day was just gambling and gambling and nothing but gambling. Biggest winner of the day - MR PHANG.

Damn! He won everybody's money like seriously e-v-e-r-y-b-o-d-y. HAHAHA. But since he claim it's not very nice to take our money, he gave all of us back. At least, majority lah.
And now im more confirmed that im addicted to mahjong. Time to refrain!

Jean and i wore traffic light colours for the whole week straight ! First was us wearing red together, then green and YELLOW for today. Swear it was coincidental but absolutely irritating. I want no telepathy with her man. AHAHA.

Application forms are driving me up the wall. It's like the chances are so slim til one can barely see but yet i know i have to try. Self studying week shall start tomorrow. I need to get a degree.
Friends, lets all work hard !

She's like a dove
that's sent from above
for me to cherish and to, love.

2009-01-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

There's only two types of people in this world.
One's the one who entertain and the other's the one who pretend.

Second day of cny started off with a mahjong lesson by the father and im proud to say that he's really a genius. So jean, you better watch your back from now on. HAHA. Headed over to granny's place for more 'practical lessons' and i won 9bucks in dai dee! Okay, lets not get complacent shall we? It's a good start to this cny though. Let's just hope more good things are coming along the way :D

2009-01-26T23:11:00.004+08:00

Check this out.
Upsize ? hahahhahahah.
(Uncle..why so sleepy sial !)

Matthew 6:34 ;
"Do not worry about the food you take. Do not worry about the clothed you wear. Never worry about tomorrow for tommorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own".

First day of CNY was spent WII-ing. yeah yeah. WII OH WII :D

2009-01-24T23:58:00.002+08:00

you just keep me coming back for more.
Today - ilove.

2009-01-23T23:52:00.003+08:00
I'm just a believer who believes in you and me.

Life's been really meaningful for me and i'm so glad it's going this way. The people made the work less hating and more loving and im praying it doesn't strays. Two more days to CNY, another year to the millenium, new challenges faced and more problems arising. What's really worrying now isn't jeanna talking too much, neither is it faizah not waking up, it's the JOB LOSSES.

You see it everywhere on the streets, headlines of articles and broadcasting news. What a time to graduate right? Yeah, that's what everybody's been telling me. Oh wells, ive got only 3 words for them yo. LIFE GOES ON.

Meeting up with enstyle partners is like some verbal training on the abs. Old school jokes are still the best cause they never fail to bring laughter across the room. We totally disrupted the whole starbucks' silence and maybe, accidentally share some stupid stories with the people since we always talk so loudly. "hengheng, laohengheng, si-gin-nah, NUYOU!"

Got my dad an ashworth top! Glad he liked it cause if he doesn't, i cant do anything either :X
Mom's being really practical. She wanted a sports shoe and bought it herself without me around! So all ive to do is pay her the cash -.-. Convenient for me but spoilt the surprise plans :(

Training was awesome cause more than 10 turned up, like finally. Mangaged to play a short game and did abs workout :) :). Oh yeah, i scored a goal thanks to fa's fantastic pass. We're the unbeatables, right FA!

And right now, i just wana go Snore City and wake up executing plans ~~ive~~ we've been awaiting :D

2009-01-20T22:07:00.007+08:00

The day of Miscommunications

her favourite DULAN face!

We seemed to be having more and more communication problems these days and they aren't just any normal com breakdowns but really really HILARIOUS ones. From cupcakes to earpiece to leaving time to NESCAFE to admin cards! OMGxZx.
Gymming wasn't really that productive, neither was it studying. Only managed to do one chapter of bcomm? Shall continue more tomorrow and i've got the whole collection of twilight from eve. Shall start reading soon :)

Seafood dinner tomorrow..LOOKING FORWARD ! :D

2009-01-19T22:37:00.003+08:00

You dont have to be rich to be my girl. You dont have to be cool to rule my world.

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Volvo's over. Gymming tomorrow :D

2009-01-14T22:09:00.003+08:00
when darkness turns to light, it doesn't ends tonight.

Going back to school was fun. Was 30 minutes late for a 60 minutes tutorial but i wasn't the latest. Yin ma seem to be overly cool with it anyway. Had super heavy lunch followed by fyp presentation. Im just hoping for a B now. sighhh.

Mj at my place after that and business plans along the way. Can't wait for it to start. Wish me success? or rather, US :)

2009-01-13T23:35:00.005+08:00
When we laugh or we cry, it's together.

My body clock is totally screwed. Everyday just feels like it's more
than 24hours. Prolly cause i've been waking early and sleeping late?
Unhealthy, i know but i dont really have a choice. (or maybe i do)

I love it when my life is busy. Like everything's planned way ahead of each
other and i dont have to brood over what to do everyday.
I hate last minutes like fuck but not when it comes to studies :/
Things are getting so happening and i can't catch up. I need some time with
the bitches, with the soccer team, with the clique, with my family, with you.

So since im finally going back to school tmr...
Jean: i want UPDATES and i know u missed me lik crazy.

p.s. 50 sit-ups & 50 krunches' the best bedtime exercise.

2009-01-07T22:46:00.024+08:00

SPINNOVEX 2009 (updated)

Spot the difference!

Licence to Bitch !

Isolating the stinky bitch!

since 1B21 :)

DICT Gang!

see how much we 'LOVE' spinno!

Shatec freshies! ahahahahhahahah.

dajie!

85% alike? maybe!

Fyp Trios!

the F4 team.
in swimming/gymming/MAHJONGING.

finally a nice candid !

ugly picture AGAIN! Tskk!

you-should-know-what-to-do-face!

DULAN girl.

First day of spinno is over. Damn boring damn tired damn pissing. My area is so super cramp but thank god all my friends are just few steps away. Had industrial judging today and i think it's was kinda screwed? My entire project was like the centre of attraction. Had the most number of judges, the most number of groups etc. Tried to talk really slow and i swear i tried to prolong time. Luckily, they didnt ask much questions but i know somehow the A waved goodbye :(

VIPs coming tomorrow. This spells double sianess. What's worse is to attend the grand opening of the exhibition. I HOPE BREAKFAST IS PROVIDED. But argh, you and i know it's just a dream. They won't even bother giving a kaya bread. KIAMSIAP school sah seriously. I'm just dreading to wake up everyday at 8 or even earlier. I'm neglecting my chouchous :(

Ate ljs for dinner @ jp and that few hours were just exercise for my abs. Laughed and lame like retarded. Jean tried to kill me by making me try this heels that's like size 5 or 6. My ankle almost broke while trying to squeeze into it. THANKS AH NYONYA. I cant wait for spinno to be over.

2009-01-06T21:39:00.000+08:00

As promised..
Yeah yeah look at how this girl becomes when she's mad. On second thought, when has she been normal ? HAHAHA. I bet the next thing she'll do upon seeing this is bomb me back on her blog!

Volvo Racing Boats!

Gees! look at him.

PUMAMAMA <3

Mannequins :)

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Looked down on
Being Alone
Commitment
Losing Someone
Where Your life is Going
Death
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